A trip to causeway yesterday led to a series of event.
The weather was good,
So suitable for my mood when I departed from my house.
Light breeze flew passed my sleepy face,
Just as though it was trying to freshen me up with it gentle touch.
There was drizzle,
And the gentleness of the rain drop touched my toned skin.
Like it was comforting me and all my ashes just flew away.

I was late in meeting my friends but I was not the latest.
We was planning to catch a movie there,
However, the time slot was all sold out.
So we waited for everyone and decided to travel to Vivo City!
We was all tired and slept in the bus ride.
Only the poor Kenneth and I had to suffer from Yan Yan disturbance.

When we reached there,
to our horror!
The time slot for our movie left 9.30 and 10.20.
The show at 9.30 only had the front 2 rows and we had to decide once again.
I went to call Adriel and Kenneth to discuss but when Kenneth reached,
Yan Yan had already paid the price for 10.20.

OH NO!

We wouldn't be able to catch the last but or the last train.
As it would end very late.
But when there is a will there is a way.
We are all game enough to TON the night!
Except for the two girls that need to go home.

The movie was great and it really ended very late.
It end at 12.50am.
That embarked our journey to a new adventure,
People that need to go off go off.
And those that were gamed stayed on.
10 people down to 8.
But we were still going strong.

Vivo had nothing REALLY NOTHING at night!
No 24 hours shop!
No food!
No water!
It was just like the desert without the Sun.

We sat near the fountain and chat for a little while.
Until 1 decide that we should find our way to survival.
We need to stop ourselves being trapped in Vivo.
So we moved to the nearest market to find all shops closed.
We asked for direction from vendors there.
Though their shops was closed
but the vendor were preparing food for the next day.

One of them directed us straight.
So onward we go Tanjiong Pagar!

At first,
we were like walking aimlessly through the scary night.
Everything around was trees, roads and sea.
We had no landmark to depend on.
And the moon was hiding behind clouds.
We just knew that we had to move forward.
With doubts in our hearts,
did the auntie directed us to the right way?

While walking we saw police car passed by,
so Jing Mao went to asked them for directions on where to get drinks.
And again they directed us straight ahead.
All we saw was an expressway.
But with faith in our hearts we travelled forward.
We reached a new destination!

Is an old maybe still in used rail way tracked.
We have along the side path of this track.
Eventually, we came to Tanjiong Pagar.
We decide to move further as we were getting more excited.
Because things around start to look more familiar.
And we moved our ways through and reach Cantoment center.
We had our pitstop there and regain our energy with food and drinks.

Most of us was pumped up and our new goal was to the city.
We walked around following big buildings.
It led us to many places.
And some of them was places we went before.
So navigation was easier.

We passed by China Town and reached Clarke Quay.
We ate some breakfast at Mac
Slack around and took pictures around the riverside.
Few of us intend to slack there.
Others were anxious to move on.
We wanted to walk more and planned that our last destination was City hall.
A place where everyone was convenient to go back home.

We departed yet again,
And stopping at every landmarks we saw to take good photos.
We saw the flyers and walked towards it.
Pass by Merlions and the river that was beautified with spheres.
Reminiscencing about a joke that happened recently.
As we past by the scene of the joke and Adriel acted it out.
We had our fair share of laughter
and we ended our journey with 1 last picture.
Not forgetting the brothers’ roar!
Haha

Indeed it was a great journey!
That night passed by too fast.
13hours of Joy seems just like 3hours.
Time do past by quickly when we were having fun.
In the night, walking around also definitely feels refreshing.
Everywhere that was so busy became a ghost town.
Giving you creeps and made you feel like you were playing l4d.
A quiet night also gave me a calm heart to think.
And also when we gathered to walk around,
We get to know individual better.
Our bonds as a clique definitely become stronger.

This night of 出生入死 definitely none of us will forget.
Let this be a wonderful memories and let stayed together as friends.
Forever and more......

While having this outing,
I had my secrets to confess.
The whole day I was thinking only about you.
I do not understand why.
I tried so many ways to shake it off
I tried to focus on the things that I should do.
But you just keep popping up in my head.

It wasn't liked this when I was in Batam,
it wasn't liked this before too.
Not even for all my previous crushed did I felt liked this.
I tried my long sealed NET*,
it did not worked.
Even the improved version did not last.
I need my concentration back.

But luckily,
today I noticed something.
And I had known that the registered emotions in me are not sufficient.
I need to go out further and see the world more.
I need to learn back hatred, I need to know more evil.
Those are things that I thrown away.
Because I was too young and I know I couldn't handle them.
Now I am growing up again.
I need to pick them up.
To counter the immense love I had.

Without hatred, we will not know love.
Love is righteous and delights in truth.
So to balance that emotion I had no choice...
However I am not giving up just yet.
I just need to stop being obsessed in love.
I need to see things clearly again.
I don't want to be clouded by too much emotion.

The call is still yours.
To love or not to love... That is not the question......