Monday, September 29, 2008;11:38 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
What a day today... Whole day fill with tiredness...
In school, some one prank me by taking away my slippers.
Argh~!
That is the consequences of paying attention in class?
Never mind, I shall forgive those people.
Because I am gracious. XD
Not Gracial... =.=
I went home and immediately fell alseep.
Can't blame me, for I am from the Ultimate Pig Clan.
Super lazy pig.
But my beautiful sleep was interupted by a nightmare.
In that dream, I am some how the breaking point of a pair of couples.
Aw~ I hate to be that.
I hate to be involve in this kind of thing.
So that dream please never became reality.
I am so afraid as a lot of my dream happened
And most of them does not had a good outcome.
How come this seasons so many memories flow past.
I do wished to have those reminscence.
It don't make me feel good, I should have moved on!
Hope 2 days later would be better.
Because its October and my birthday is coming.
I some how don't feel like celebrating though I am finally 18.
Maybe I don't have any plan or I just that I felt that no purpose having a celebration.
I had a few wishes for this year.
God knows what I want and I am sure he will grant it.
And because he can I shall have faith and work towards it more.
I am not much of a person who sit around waiting for things to made happen.
I will be the one who make things happen.
I am the happening. lol?
I believed God will give me the opportunity because I am faithful and... A good boy?
HeeX~
This emptiness shall be refilled......
Thursday, September 18, 2008;12:16 AM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
Feeling a strong urge to post, thats why I am here.
There were times that people feel very compassionate to help others.
But feel so utterly depressed when that person don't wished to move on.
Just like sail that depend solely on the wind to get to another island.
So when there is no wind, the sail will dift further away with the current.
Sometimes that sail will not reached it's destination,
sometimes it just get lost.
Here we are talking about a situation,
where that person don't even bother to row that sail.
My point here is when you not it is wrong,
Just move on...
Technology will improve,
be a auto-mated boat that speed through island and island.
Be a submarine to discover the unknown.
To achieve all this, you just need to step 1 step out of your comfort zone.
I want to help, I would really like to.
Not not I want to be a busy body or what.
It's just because I can see sadness and the desperation each time.
The desperation of being acknowledge.
I can see those emptiness inside your very heart.
I can definitely help just that you got to open up.
Only you can grant yourself that teachability.
If you closed that door for me to enter,
Yet, you want a better solution.
I would sugest you to quieten your heart and listen.
Listen to his voice, the voice of God.
I got this strong impression that he wanted to tell you something.
He will be your feet,
He will be your light,
He will beautify your weakness,
He will love you no matter what situation you are in.
Only word is to just open up......The prohecy is soon to be fulfilled......
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
I never been posting diligently for the past few days.
Not feeling good in mood.
Yesterday, was not much better.
30 minutes ago was doing this RJ that require the PM Lee's speech.
I reason out some of his points that don't tele.
Just to show that everyone have mistake and everyone is imperfect.
Even him......
Now my life is full of Bboying and God!
Suddenly a lot of passion to break filled me up.
Thanks to Eden the other day to motivate me so much,
and of course Jia Zhe for showing me videos to inspire me.
Thank you, Clement and Jia Zhe once again to guide me through.
=)
I shall update more soon...
Cya all...
NightZ...
Saturday, September 13, 2008;1:26 AM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
Observed this webpage, do you find something changed?
Thats right, there were indeed changes.
Some of you might had already found it but those who don't...
Look at the very top left hand corner of this page on top of the web address...
I changed the Her Heart to something else in the craving corner.
Last change was the sentence that appeared just before each post.
The reason for all this changed is to be scandaless.
The one on top of the webpage is changed to prevent Ah Chai to annoy me.
Her Heart is changed because I don't want any heart anymore.
And lastly I don't want to ask anyone to be my love...
All of this should be changed earlier if not for my lazyness.
It does cause some misintepretation and people do ponder over who I like.
Because of those words......
Oh man!
What have I done to delay such important changes.
Something happened today retrigger some thoughts.
Being united and nothing can stand in our way...
Team works make the Dream works...
So, we got to stand together and walk tall...
I definitely can't stand alone...
Lord I need you to move me on...
Be my feet, be my strength...
Be the whisper inside my heart......
Tuesday, September 9, 2008;11:59 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
I feel today not a good day for me, making quite a number of mistake.
Everything did not go quite smoothly,
Feeling a bit empty and a bit dry.
But nonetheless, I will still bring praise to Jesus.
He is the truth and life. <- I posted this in my RJ!
Just came back from basketball and rush to do my RJ.
Luckily able to finish it in due time.
So glad, finally can touch basketball again.
I am not the beast I suppose to be in the court already.
The what Rushing Rhino or The Heavenly Maiden to the Earth.
All gone......
Almost loses all the match, what a sad returned.
In school, class become more livelier.
We started our bonding game, SWAT 4!
Not good at it, but it is fun to play with my mates in class.
Yar also 1 more thing, I am very sorry Wan Ling.
See my sincere apology so must forgive me hor.
Peace! XD
I really forgot I should not ask her question.
Zzzz......
My mind really isn't working well today.
Was constantly thinking about something else.
Nothing personal and nothing EMO!
1 last thing, I found another member for my prayer group.
He recently just got his salvation and I was really overjoyed.
My prayer group will commence next Tuesday.
Any christian that wanted to be part of something great for the glory of the lord,
Please come!
Be expectant because you will not go back empty handed.
Secret Recipe of miracles, of revival is not just faith alone...
It is also being united...
Sunday, September 7, 2008;1:22 AM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
Was back from church having a praise and worship night.
The presence of God was so great that all of my burden had been lifted.
The burden I had was formed while doing street evangelism.
We met so many cold stone hearted people.
Some even dao us by not even looking at us back.
After facing some rejection and nothing fruitful coming out.
Clement and I just signed in disgress but after a prayer,
We were backed on our feet and continue our battles.
This was such a great experience and actually quite good for first timers.
At least we even shared with a muslim.
Next up I want to share with you all a worship/praise song.
This song had been sprang up to be one of my top favourite now.
Though I still love Hosanna that song.
Here it goes, the title is desert song:
VERSE 1- This is my prayer in the desert,
When all that's within me feels dry,
This is my prayer in my hunger and need,
My God is the God who provides,
-VERSE 2- And this is my prayer in the fire,
In weakness, or trial, or pain,
There is a faith proved more worth than gold,
So refine me Lord through the flame,
-CHORUS- I will bring praise, I will bring praise,
No weapon formed against me shall remain,
I will rejoice, I will declare,
God is my victory and He is here,
-VERSE 3- This is my prayer in the battle,
When triumph is still on its way,
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ,
So firm on his promise I'll stand,
(repeat Chorus)
-REFRAIN- All of my life, in every season,
You are still God,
I have a reason to sing,
I have a reason to worship,
(repeat Chorus)
-VERSE 4- And this is my prayer in the harvest,
When favour and providence flow,
I know I'm filled to be emptied again,
The seed I receive I will sow
Saturday, September 6, 2008;1:06 AM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
What a wonderful day was yesterday but today will be AWESOME!!!
Had some great laugh yesterday in school.
My team consist of 4 people: Olivia, Daniel and Wan Ling (Goh).
That Wan Ling try to trick me arh!!!
What scissor paper stone the Doreamon style,
I know Doreamon no finger no need to demoralise him even more.
The scissor paper stone all is stone only different angle.
Hold the fist pointing up is stone, fist pointing down is paper and at the side is scissor.
So we played that game and she end up using paper not the Doraemon way!!!
Of course I got tricked before already and I end up with a scissor not the Doraemon way!!!
See who got tricked now?
XP
Yesterday problem in school was computing/maths.
As usual I was able to do it.
Just that I still dislike maths.
No matter what happened my motto is still the 4M.
Maths Made Me Mad!
Though I finished it like 1st meeting?
=X
Yes I finished early but I did not slack.
I went around my block helping some of my friends.
And I found the fourth pair of my friend same class as another friend from other place.
Erin and Ray
Their class is real fun,
Hope my class can be as lively but a little less noisy than theirs.
After quite some times,
Erin still as funny!
Deleted a graph that was provided initially thinking that it was insert by her.
Ray was just as funny!
Panadol Girl...
Oh man!
I want a class like this or like W35H!
Without Amanda, Julie and Erin I seriously thought I will had no one to laught at!
But without a doubt there are still people that is laughable.
Like that scissor paper stone and the act cute faci!
Wahahahahaha~!!!
Today is my laughing day... 0.0?!
Tomorrow going for Street Evangelism...
A time whereby darkness will be filled by light......
Wednesday, September 3, 2008;11:35 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to TIRZA and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to GAVIN!!!
Just reach home from an horrible experienced of ants attack!
Was chatting with Choon about our growth during that.
We was just on our way back home from our "last cell meeting".
Today was awesomely great!!!
So much things to blog about as it is school reopen for RP students.
I really miss those days in W35H.
Saw some of the ex-classmates and friends in school.
The order is in sequence:
Sheng Yang
Yong Jian
Cheryl
Bram
Vera
Michael Ong - Faci
Erin
Zong Lin
Syakir
Hilal
Chairul
Sock Hwee
Sheng Yang is 1st as I meet him to eat macdonald early in the morning.
Yong Jian, Cheryl, Bram meet for lunch.
Vera and Michael happened to see them beside my class.
Erin while walking out of RP saw her with her group of friends.
Saw her walk away to the other side so no intention of saying hi!
Lazy walk and really too much people today!!!
Humans mountain, human sea!
Today is a Wednesday and so people should be lesser!
The people is overflowing till crossing the bridge and the traffic lights need to queue up.
I don't intend to waste time so I just walked off in the rain.
Not to act cool, also not because I am emo.
While walking in the rain saw Zong Lin and the Gang.
Went with them to the MRT station and finally met up with Sock Hwee.
Sock Hwee is also same block as me!
Good to know so much friends are in the same block.
So my PDT no need to be restrict to just a few people.
=X
Yar I know I know!
Eager to know about my class right?
I never took noticed how much chio gal in my class.
I don't intend to look for a relationship also,
Is either this Sem, next sem or the next next.
We just need to learn to wait patiently.
If the right time and right one comes then just go for it.
This is to minimize the pain and maximise the joy.
When the right time comes I am sure I will know it.
Maybe is next week? Maybe is next year?
Maybe is 3years later?
Who knows?
My entreprise faci is so humorous, I could've laugh whole day.
Ask me for more info about him.
I did not interact much with the class only talk to 5 people in class today.
Mr Ong Ah Huat
Kamal
Eugene
Wei Liang
Ming Qiu
Just like last sem 1st day of orientation...
Only chat with 5 people in class...
Fernades - "Faci"
Erin
Zong Lin
Jessi
Sky
So is like a repeat of the past.
Same old me, always targeted by facis
Making a lot of global jokes to bring life to the class.
I bet I will quieten myself in 1 or 2 more months time.
Oh man!
Xiang Nian Bian Chen Huai Nian~
I really start to miss you people in W35H!!!
=(
Today is great fun...
Thanks NYP mates for inviting me to the celebration...
Which also led me to discover some nice photos...
Will miss you all too...=(
Sorry for such a not well written post as I am in the toilet right now...
And I am rushing for my bed time, but I just wanted to make this post!!!
Is not about the quality is about the heart right?
Hope you all will understand...XD
