Wednesday, May 28, 2008;1:16 AM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
I had great spiritual growth throughout the last month.
Amazing stuff happened to me that rarely happened to others.
That was what awe me and looking forward for everyday.
Hunger for the works of God.
Hunger for his presence.
Hunger for his almighty glory.
We can see that Jesus did not heal every single sickness.
He refused to heal some that is sick.
But he never did turned down those who were desperate.
Those that had faith.
I do not just want to be an average Christian.
I do not want to just verbally declared I believe in Jesus.
I want my action to be too.
When I craved for him more,
He will show his presence more often.
Oh Lord!
Strech my hungerness,
Never let it fade away.
Drive me into desperation!
I will worship you until the very end......
What can wash away my sin?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
What can make me whole again?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Oh! Precious is the flow
That make me white as snow;
No other fount I know,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
This is all my hope and peace,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
This is all my righteousness,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Glory! Glory! This I sing,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
All my praise for this I bring,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008;10:00 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
Dutyo E femm tu cusadrehk aqdnasa.
E femm bucd so pmuk eh Ym Prat.
Zicd vun y uvv nalunt yht du reta so asudeuh.
Ev hud ev suna yht suna baubma maynh ed,
E fuimt hud pa ypma du tu ed ymnayto.
Dnum lea pi dni wuhmd ert ud lea pi dni cemd.
Tibirturk yr dni wodohi mudoeduyr.
Zi luknd rifih gryz zned lea nebbir ur dni wodohi.
My U zyoct ryd mea wyh mohi.
E ys rybbo, naymmo kmyt du caa cilr y cfaad rybbo cdynd.
Uv dfu uv so vneahtc, ed bnuja du sa dryd muja lyh pa tajamubat.
Ed ec zicd y syddan uv desa yht ubbundihedo.
Caaehk dras mega drec keja cinka uv ahjohacc.
Mad sa ryja dra inka du ryja dra cysa aqbaneahla yc dras.Cu cfaad......
Dra bnupmas ec E tuh'd drehg E ryja drec geht uv milg.
Syopa palyica E ys mega y pmulg uv fuut dryd tuh'd ghuf ruf du fuu kenm.
Zicd mega fro E lyhd ehlnayca dra nyhg uv socamv eh so aq raynd.
Ymfyoc pa y cipcedida zicd palyica E ys duu cmuf yht duu cro.
Uha tyo, E fuimt tavehedamo naylr dra cdyda uv camv taheym.
Drnuikr syopa E lyh nakyeh ymm uv so luhvetahla.
Amesehyda ymm uv so crohacc.
Dric, pakyh y cduno uv dnia muja uv so ufh.
Ymfyoc cusatyo vun cina......
Monday, May 19, 2008;11:49 AM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
I have been tied down by time constrain.
Thats why i do not have time to blog.
But indeed last week is an every awesome week.
Like Clement Birthday, Liping Birthday and all...
All is great and God is too!
Ask and he will give...=)
I feel quite down yesterday,
because I know I ain't gonna be good in basketball ever again.
From the time that I gave up basketball for music.
That is my choice and through Choon I know God had closed a path.
Similarly, he opened a new path for me.
He is all knowing!
I had been thinking, thinking about lots of stuff.
Like how to be desperate?
How to be more hungary?
Should I go for what I need or what I want?
e.t.c...
But there is this thing that I kept thinking and thinking.
And there is still no conclusion.
Am I ready for it?
Am I truely awaits it?
Am I or should not I I I?
But......
Sorry for the incomplete sentence...
But seriously I need some place to vent out.
I need to feel lighter if not moodless.
Thanks for you who hear me rant.
Thanks and thanks and thanks...
E muja oui...
Femm oui muja sa duu......
Sunday, May 11, 2008;6:46 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
Many people often forget their root nowadays.
Look around you this day,
Look at the biggest superstars.
How much had they changed since they just started?
Because of greed......
People forget about what they want to achieve in the beginning.
They could from sing to touch the hearts of everyone to...
Someone who want to be the most famous,
Someone who want to earn the most.
And by changing their goal apart from the root of what they are.
They can resolved to exotic stuff.
Hence, they are different and would not be as good as when they started.
Today is the Day of Blethyn,
is a day whereby,
The Holy Spirit overwhelmed the unbeliever at the Pentacost.
Also the Gobal Prayers Meeting.
And not forgetting 3 day later is the National Day of Israel.
Hence, today service of New Creation,
They invited musician from Israel to perform.
Somehow find their song familiar.
After their performance,
the next singer sang a song which was half Hebrew half English.
This song was so beautifully written, so beatifully sang.
It touched me and I almost cried.
After the whole thing, my friend KY look so amazed.
As he wanted to know more about Israel for so long.
And he was quite sadden for the fact the most Christian forget their root.
Most Christian proclaim they believe in Christ,
Like the Nazi...
They bringforth hatred towards the Jews.
They claim that they destroy Jews in the "name of God".
THEY ARE NOT!!!
GOD don't ask us to hate God dont ask us to kill.
He command us to love everyone even your enemy.
He will never punish us for our sins that have already been punish.
Alleluyah!
Long Lived the Israel!
Love is not love until you had given it away......
Friday, May 9, 2008;11:51 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
I can easily tell whether today will be a good or bad day.
I can accurately hold your hand in the midst of the crowd.
This is extracted from the song 你是我的眼 by Yoga.
If someone can easily pick the girl which is destined for them,
Do you think they will treasure them?
Even if they do,
It will be definitely lesser than they naturally would.
As he did not had a hard time finding her.
He no need to go through any trials.
So he wont get to know how hard is finding the right soul partner.
If the senario is worst,
The person might not even care to look for the supposedly partner.
As she may not be as good looking or stuff like that.
I am place in a situation,
Somewhat opposite from what I stated above.
Monday, I went for audition for acapella.
This audition is so important yet I fell sick.
I had nose block and sorethroat,
Somemore my throat had thick flam even till now.
So it's like three hole block.
And I had to audition through this condition.
I even used up 8 packets of tissue!!!
I had a very hard time singing and pitching.
I can feel that every sound made is very unstable.
The key I normally can reach, had to be used with falsetto to reach it.
Luckily I am still be able to get in.
Because of beat box I am sure.
Since I am in already I must work hard for it.
But my sickness had not recover.
Everytime when there is going to be a breakthrough.
Something like this would happen.
I think god wanted me to treasure my vocals more.
So that I would work even harder than if I had not been sick.
This situation happened to Teck Choon before too.
When he is about to breakthrough he his life in beatbox.
He had a very bad sorethroat,
Which caused him to stop beatbox for 2-3 weeks.
Now I clearly felt his feelings when he went through it.
人在天下玩又玩,
不知天高或地厚。
海啸来了逃不着,
大家子好死翘翘。
Does this poem looked familiar?
Yes! Is that poem that I created in Chinese lesson that make everyone laugh. =.=
Sunday, May 4, 2008;9:14 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
I had been tagged by Edwin
Instruction: Remove one question from below, and add in your personal question.
Make it a total of 20 question and tag 8 people.
List them out at the end of the post.
Notify them on the tagbox that they have been tagged,
Whoever does the tagged will have the blessing from all :)1. At what age do you wish to get married?
24 It doesn’t matter how early it start, it matters only how long it last.
2. Who is the person you trust most?
Teck Choon, Keith
3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
No, I need more of it.
4. If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have the everlasting moment of true love.
5. Do you believe in Rainbow after Rain?
No, I believe in Sunshine after Rain
6. What is your goal for this year?
-Do well in academic
-Excel myself in music
-Get the basic fundamental of beat box
-To honor god
-Shyness will not be a problem to me anymore
-Able to achieve love your neighbor as thyself
-Happiness will fill not in me but to those around me too =)
7. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes definitely!
8. Have you broken someone heart that he/she have suicidal thoughts?
No, most of the time is people break my heart.
9. What feeling to you love most?
Being loved, as being loved is bliss.
10. What are the requirements that I wish from my other half?
-Love music
-Know how to cook
-Filial
-Kind
-Photogenic
-Trustable
-Decent
-Not perfect, so that I could be her perfection
-Most importantly love me as much as I love her
11. What feeling to you hates most?
Being useless when others are in need
12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Of course!
13. Do you believe in God?
Yes, I just converted to Christian. =)
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-God
-Music
-Love
-Help those in need
-Peace and Harmony
-Family
-Friends
15. Who cares for you the most?
My family and friends
16. What is the last thing you want to do before you die?
A kiss from the one I love and able to die in her arms.
17. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
-Letting go of you so easily when I know I still love you
-Being so playful that I always neglect my studies
-Always being so nasty to my godfather, I think I don’t deserve his worry.
-Aiya I got too much things that I regretted
18. Why do people hate me?
I don’t understand why they want to hate me. Tell me about it and maybe things could be resolved. =)
19. What is the thing you want to do most with your girlfriend (if you have one)?
Married and have a family of our own. =)
20. What is your favorite word?
Heart
People to tag:
All the Bhooders who have blog
Friday, May 2, 2008;10:00 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
I really felt very empty today,
why is that so?
No food or drink can seem to sastisfy those hunger.
Just because I forgot to do what I suppose to in the morning.
Now this new habit seem to be a part of my nature.
Maybe I really had been cleanse.
=)
Today, in class we had an discussion about what money can buy.
Some say money cant buy love,
but there were people disagree with it.
So love can buy with money?!
My perspective stands strong, a firm NO!
What is Love if it is so easily obtain by cash?
If you are rich and a women became your wife.
Later she really fell in love with you.
Is this considered love can brought by money?
NO!!!
You brought her love for money not you!
But her love towards you was developed through each day.
The ideal is totally different.
Even if you still disagree with me.
You cant disagree that,
God love for us cant be brought by money.
You cant brought kinship with money.
Kinship as in the relationship with the ones who brought you up.
Note: I did not use bilogical parents!
Because I personally live with my godfather.
I love him like a father.
This is not what money can buy.
It is developed through care and concern.
So people don't diminished the glory of love.
Glad to see my prayers had been answered......=)
Thursday, May 1, 2008;9:22 AM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
Yesterday, we had our audition for dancing.
From what I perform yesterday,
It is totally impossible for me to get in.
1year never touch dancing how can be as good.
Whole body stiffen more, so will look ulgy while dancing.
1year ago I did make my stand clear,
I want to go full for music.
But what have I gain in music during this 1 year?
Nothing I shall say...Nothing...
I often say I want to learn Pop Piano, Iwant to learn drum.
I never even do a research about it or work hard to buy 1.
My parent and godfather will just say it's a waste of time and money.
What is wrong with passion for music?
Then why would I want to go for the hip hop audition?
I thought that if I could get in,
I will start to have commitment towards it.
And there is a lot of free time now.
I don't want to waste it as time is precious.
Or else my life would be games and more games.
Definitely I would not give up on music!
If you go back to my previous post at 20 April 2008
You can find defintion for love.
In a relationship,
I believe not the definition will have much used.
It's about how far will you go for that person.
How deep will you go for your love?
How much will you sacrifice?
Definition alone stands nothing~
Have faith to all my friends......
True love will be there for sure~
The ignition of heart what will it be?
