You're calm and collected when you're not with friends, but WITH friends, you go WILD. You have a good ...time, and party all night long. The next day at school, you're back to being little miss quiet. You are afraid that people won't accept your other side, so you tend to shy away from anything involving your wilder side, unless it's with a group of friends, where you will blend in easily. These people often sway from being outgoing to being very quiet and wanting to blend in. You gain confidence from your friends, whom you'll know will stick up for you in case other people don't appreciate your wilder side. But hey, wilder sides can be more fun, so don't be afraid to show yours off. Showing your true personality will gain you more confidence anyway. You may be an introvert.

Sometimes, I just feel like I am wearing a mask.
A mask of laughters to hide my emotional parcel of my life.

However sometimes,
I felt that I want my life to be wild even when I am alone.
Because that way I can live my life to the fullest.
To be able to enjoy every aspect of life.

Okay lets come back to the main purpose of this post.
Whether the wild side or calm and compose is truely me?