Sunday, April 27, 2008;9:55 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
In spirit and in truth......
The hunger for knowledge and the thirst for truth......Don't try to live in the approval of others...
You might get more approval then you can expect.But never be too independant at times, be a bit more vulnerable,Show that you need your husband... By: Pastor Prince
Friday, April 25, 2008;11:57 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
I like the topic of today module.
As it was somehow similar to what I am thinking about,
In the last week.
I was choosing on whether to join Basketball or Acapella.
It took me a long time to think about it,
And I finally came out with a conclusion.
I would rather join Acapella to Basketball.
The reason is simple,
Because music is my Passion but Basketball is my Interest.
It is somehow related to my module problem.
The difference between Education and Learning.
I shan't go into much explanation.
If you want do some research on your own.
=)
Today went to meet back my homies.
Back to Hum's again!
Finally, we four have a chance to be together again,
After two long weeks.
We watch the 3 Kingdom in Hum's.
Have some chat and fun time listen to a funny song.
And when we left Keith's Mum gave us yougart ice-cream.
Thursday, April 24, 2008;8:30 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
My handphone just out of certain get cut off.
No reason, no nothing suddenly cant use.
My bills just settle few weeks ago.
Not even passed a month, how come barred my no.
Now i am like an handicap, no one can contact me.
HaixZ~
Today did badly on Cultural module again.
My mood level had fell from high to wreck.
I somehow feel that.
God can bless you in the morning
and
Curse you in the afternoon.
Why _________ affect me so much?
Wednesday, April 23, 2008;8:32 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
Today is somewhat vice-versa of yesterday.
3 bad things happen to me consecutively.
Which made my trip to RP a miserable one.
I went out intend to listen to my Ipod,
but ended up I forgotten to off it yesterday.
So the battery is flat.
Then, I wanted to took out my PSP Slime and Lite.
However, I finished the battery yesterday and have forgotten to charged.
This demoralised me further.
But I did not wish to give up so early,
So I took out my Aspire 4920.
Guess what?
Also no battery!!!
It made my whole trip to RP so dull.
Thats why,
I was so desperated of hearing music the whole day.
And yes it became a musicful day.
I created a lot of melody.
I heard a lot of songs,
and most of all I heard Erin played the Piano. =)
I like the melody of the piano more than any other instruments.
I sometimes would keep hearing people play piano for a long time.
I can appreciate it but I do not know how to play.
Why my parents never want to give me learn music from young. =(
I want to learn piano for very long already.
Nevermind, wait till I get a piano then say.
I saw a lot of self thought talents.
Maybe I could be 1 of them too.
XD
At times, I don't even know myself.
I can be distress for a moment and the next moment become high.
Is it just a mask to cover my emotion?
If it is, it will be a waste if I never join drama club......
Tuesday, April 22, 2008;10:39 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
Happy Birthday Yu Ying~I want to share something interesting.
It make me feel God is so close.
Today it was raining so heavily,
But when I step up my house it miraculously stop.
You can say it is just a coincidence.
Though I believe it not.
As the rain start pouring when I reach the bus stop.
This is the Second "coincidence".
And here comes the third...
As it was raining, logic will tell the road will be somewhat flooded.
When a bus pass by the water will splash.
Somemore I was seated at the chair,
Near a puddle of water.
When the bus came,
It shock the heart out of me.
But the water stop just right in front of my feet.
I was like wow......
Thats is why my pm in msn put I <3>
So who is Yah Wah some people asked.
In Christian context, it is the name of god.
Why I put Yah Wah and not God?
Due to the fact the it's pronouciation is same as my name.
=)
Haix...
Everyday there will be people coming over to me and say,
Who you talking to?
Who you walking with?
They look so Chio.
Walau~
Say until I like some kind of firt or playboy.
If you want their number or msn just say out.
Though I will not give without their approval.
But I still can try to let you all get to know each other.
By the way,
They are just my friends or good friends.
I am no womanizer!!!
RAWR!!!ROAR!!!!!
Why must always girl and guy together = relationship?
Don't understand why...
Appreciating the saddness alone......
Monday, April 21, 2008;10:00 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
Sometimes I wonder what am I thinking?
Knowing what is right but instead do it wrong.
Just because of principle, just because of impluseness.
Why is it so hard to sastisfy everyone?
Why is it so hard to fulfill your goals?
If thats is what god want to test me,
I will accept it without any question.
Because every things happen for a reason,
To have an effect, you need a caused.
I believe it is done to improve me.
Every failure, let me grow.
Every lesson, imprint a knowledge.
Every word, leave an impression.
Every love, have it's blessing.
So the barrier has formed......
Sunday, April 20, 2008;7:14 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
But where there are prophecies, they will cease;
where there are tongues, they will be stilled;
where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
For we know in part and we prophesy in part,
but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
When I was a child, I talked like a child,
I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.
When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.
Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror;
then we shall see face to face.
Now I know in part; then I shall know fully,
even as I am fully known.
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love.
But the greatest of these is love.
" Extracted from the Bible; 1st Corinthians 13:4-13"
Wondering why I posted the phrase from above?
I attend the new Creation church services today.
One of their common topic in the service is Love.
How unconditional is god's love to us.
So I have an urge to find this verse to define what love is.
Okay, lets get the journal on going now,
Before I go to church,
I heard a lot of praises from others about Pastor Prince.
He is indeed very handsome and his charisma is awesome.
He caught a lot of attention from the listener.
Through his service,
It had somewhat summarised my experiences from the past week.
I was like wow, when I heard it.
Everytime I came to church,
I knew the service will help in my life.
And it does not dissapoint me today.
After the service,
I went on to the hokkien service.
This was my 1st hokkien service in my whole entire life.
When I was inside the hall,
Then I realise in Pri 5-6 I was attending the same church.
The hokkien service is quite similiar to the previous one.
But the pastor is a lot more funny.
I was like laughing alot through the service.
It was quite a 1st time experience.
=)
You expect harvest, when you sow;
But you do not expect repay, when you care...
That is the way of Princely......
Tuesday, April 15, 2008;8:34 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
Yet today was raining intensively.
Had to walk home through the rain.
Each rain drop mark a tear from the saddness of a person.
Walking home with the rain alone,
Let me felt surge of emoness.
Everything seems so peaceful and yet so hurting.
It was the best timing to fill myself of thoughts.
I was wondering through my emotion till I reach my warmth.
Finally, emoness had ended.
As short as it came to visit.
What I am going to share today,
is nothing to do with rain.
I will share something to do with my view on friendship.
I am not going to shoot anyone or anything.
Just my perspective of view.
If you feel offended in any point,
please read finish before you justified any thing.
Friends had been PSing us.
For a reason or another.
Some because of relationships
and others just PS for the sake of PS.
I don't blame friends who PS us because of relationship.
I was quite angry and depress at first.
As you see,
Can a few days of relation compare to 5years?
Then what do friends matters anyone?
This was what I thought at first.
After moments and moments of thoughts,
I finally enlightened.
I shouldn't be blaming them,
Because I wouldn't be sure that I will not neglect my friends,
While in a relationship.
Even if it is not intentional,
but it is still neglect.
Even though all this of conclusion,
I definitely know I would never choose love between friendship.
Its is because both matters as much to me.
Friend who break my relationship up,
I would not hestitate to break off ties with you.
People who tries to break off my friendship,
I would not hestitate to go against you.
Unless there is more to it,
Like an exception of Hong Hui.
The light is shining more brightly as time goes by......
Monday, April 14, 2008;7:15 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
just because I am the only one who understand the problem.
I took the initiative to finish the whole work.
Wrong choice it seem.
Being helpful still got complained.
@#$%^&*()~!!!
I am not a saint of course I will get angry.
Say will do till 1pm,
But the only thing she had in the slide is WHAT WE LEARNT?
Since it is over I shan't go more into it.
Will just spoil even more of my mood.
Today is an unlucky day also,
Want to buy my $2.10 "alcohol" but it is sold out.
That alcohol I was talking about on my previous post,
Is actually the gasy version of ribena.
Have you guess correctly? Lolz......
But I will try to blog as much as I can just to improve my RJ.
Not releasing any anger but to improve on it.
Without fear I should try, but to endure till it's right......
Sunday, April 13, 2008;9:40 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
I had a nasty dream today,
I dreamt that an aquaintance became my good friend.
During some event of hanging out,
He "snatch" something that I treasure alot. =(
and
I resolved myself in alcohol.
Guess WHAT!?
It taste like a soft drink.
I will bring that soft drink to class tomorrow.
Hehe!
*Note: It is definitely not green tea
Saturday, April 12, 2008;12:51 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
This post will mark the revival of my blog.
But I will only have time to blog once or twice a week.
So don't pester me for more post please.
Sorry for any inconvenience cause.
Let get things started with my new life.
Everyday I would meet up with:
Joey, Mei Sen, Sheng Yang, Ber and more of SY friends,
And not forgetting my pal Keith,
At 8.30 at the bus stop of RP.
I have been late on a few occasion and was apologetic to them.
I does not meant to be but because I waste too much time on
Preparation.
After school, we will meet up on W1 to go home together.
In RP, I met alot of new friends that share the same interest,
And all of my classmates are very friendly.
My first friend in my class is a girl name Erin.
When in in the class on the first day of Orientation as late as me.
But the faci only keep aiming me.
Unfair~!!! =(
What to do? Cause I am a guy mah...
She is a very nice person and always consciensiously
remind me not to make fun of people.
She say want intro us alot of her pretty friends,
BUT till now one also never intro.
I also met alot of nice people and everyday play game with them.
Guys like:
Zong Lin, Edwin, Darryl, Colin and also Yuri.
Those are the people I went to have lunch with
and most of the time mixing around with them de.
As Keith they all PS me on breaktime.
Others which I havent mention...
Not that I don't like you all,
is just because I lazy to type out so many stuff.
Caused I believe I can give everyone of you a long paragraph each,
but it's just too time consuming.
Everyone is great in my class,
Wish to work more with you guys.
Thanks for being my friends...XD
Lets us proceed to the work in poly~
We have to do presentation everyday,
and our marks is depend heavily on it.
Doing on a PBL based work,
is making us think alot.
Everyone is going nuts through those thoughts.
And it is not about soloing,
Its nabout teamwork and socialising skill too.
You need to think fast
and give explaination to those who ask question clearly.
When they day end,
We still have to submit our evaluation of the team and ourself.
Do our quiz and Reflective Journal.
All this will help in our daily grades too.
So we cant take it too easy. =(
I think Poly Life is FUN!!!
I just don't want to swap classes every semester.
I grown to love my class... lol!
The fire that warm my frozen heart......
