Sunday, October 26, 2008;3:25 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
This post is dedicated to all who can't move on.
Who stay put in the same place crying over and over for the same event.
Everyone knows how you all feel.
Stop hallucinating, stop telling yourself know one know that same pain.
Because everyone will have some situation that is as painful.
Some even felt something worst.
Everything bad things that happen bring in more good things.
Every water that is emptied in the cup can be filled with more wine.
So every single things we able to let go,
Will bring in new beginning.
Don't ask me why I post this,
I don't know either.
Is something like a calling,
A strong urge that I will help a soul that reading this right now.
Whoever you are, everything will get better if you stop wailing for the lost.
Open your hearts to let your friend in.
To be consoled and to be shared with their love, joy, peace and kindness.
Let go of those hurtful past, for the new memories to come.
This is what I usually said to my friends:
Why be bothered about the past when it is already over?
(Not like everything will go back how it used to)
Why worry about the future when it is yet to come?
(Not like anything willl change if you over worries things)
What matters now is today!
What happens today will definitely had an effects on tomorrow.
What happens now changes the effect of later.
Cherished today, cherished now!
Who cares what happen yesterday?
It already shaped today.
Take in the account, learnt from your mistake.
Not to cry or grieved and that is the definition of past.
If today never comes there won't be any tomorrow.
That is why today is so important!
I got a bad friday but now I am moving on.
Everything is awesome and now I had an great Sunday afternoon. ^^
It is not as easy as it stated...
It need take time and patient...
Also take determination and resolution...
Most of all you got to step out of the comfort zone of emoing...
Good luck and goodbye......
Thursday, October 23, 2008;4:03 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
I don't know why but my mood had been really disrupted.
I know I had to take a rest and calm myself.
Thats why I am right here at home.
Recently I start to admire this girl.
She is 2years older and not around in this world anymore.
She is so impressive that even me can't help but admire her.
Her actions, her thoughts, her skill and her character.
She can even forgive someone who caused her death.
Love her like a friend, no matter how much wickedness was inflict upon her.
She is willing to die for the sake of her brother.
When that murderer threaten her to.
She is such a person so well like by others.
And even when being hated so much by others jealously,
She will not retaliate or put it to heart.
She is so well verse with the Sun Zi Bin Fa and The Three Kindom.
She also love Sun Zi, Zhu Ge Liang and Zhao Yun.
Almost all is my favourite character especially Zhao Yun the Chinese Jews.
She can activate her plan so efficiently even after resting in peace.
She don't want anybody to cry, weep or mourn when she is gone.
Want them to move forward with joy.
Take away all her worries with her and only the jovial memories stays.
Within her friends and family......
The story of this girl was long but I summarised it.
You need to read her blog, her friend blog and her brother blog for full story.
I will say no more for I know she want less people to mourn for her.
Thats is why her will for her bro blog to be closed,
5 days after the truth revealed.
For this night many people came,
Most anonymous,
To retrive and to leave a footprint behind.
To move forward as how your life touched them.
So they will earn a value,
The value of love and forgiveness.
Peace at heart,
May you find a good place to reside.
Your dreams will be adhered into our souls......
Monday, October 20, 2008;11:53 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
祝你生日快乐排行旁 update!
Rules & Regulation
Second Entries not counted.
Advance blessing not counted.
1st to wish me: Clement Chen
1st to shake my hand & wish in person: Teck Choon
1st to sms: Clement Chen
1st to msn: Natalie
1st to friendster comment: Sheng Yang
1st to blog post: Clement Low
Last to wish me: Erin
Last to shake my hand: Can't remember should be either Keith or Daren
Last to sms: Gideon
Last to msn: Erin
Last to friendster comment: LAO MEI REGINA!!!
Last to blog post: The footer for the bill when I treat the expensive resturant! Wan Ling
;12:42 AM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
Is time for the annual 祝你生日快乐排行旁!
Rules & Regulation
Advance blessing not counted.
1st to sms: Clement Chen
1st to msn: Natalie
Most unique sms: JZ
Happy Excellent 18 Birthday to me!
No more Sexy Seventeen.
1 year older, 1 year more matured, 1 year more handsome.
Finally I make up my mind to enjoy this fruitful year of growth!
Thanks Tirza for that birthday card to help me in a way of enlightenment.
Thanks BroTherHooD.S & Royston for celebrating my birthday in advance!
I appreciate a lot and I enjoy my day a lot.
For I didn't even have any idea to celebrate,
Yet you all still plan for me.
For I didn't expect any present,
Yet you all still gave me.
For I didn't expect so much blessing,
Yet you all still bless me.
Words can't expressed my grattitude to all of you!
Hope we can stay more united and know everyone better.
God bless me with a most wonderful message for my birthday.
A message that I waited for 5months.
That was the meaning of the vision he gave me.
Our thought can lead to a whole new creation.
I didn't understand what it meant then,
not even my cell members.
But praise God!
It came at a right timing.
When I needed most and when my capacity was ready to be enlarged.
The revelation he gave me was to tell me how I should visualise things.
How I can make my work in life much more meaningful and better.
He led me understand how many a times we neglect the most powerful weapon.
Our thoughts...
别再哼伤心的歌,
人来人去像过客 再空等不值得。
别再喝 借酒消愁又如何,
三杯下肚就忘了等清醒之后又记得。
何必呢?
Extracted from S.H.E: "店小二"
I feel this words is so meaningful.
We shouldn't be so tied down by bad memories.
No matter how much you shed your tears,
No matter how much you drunk yourself,
Nothing can be changed...
Everyone that leave is just like a passerby,
waiting aimlessly is never worth.
So might as well dash forward like an soaring eagle.
Change despair into energy!
Continue life with a renew self and search for something worthwhile.
Does not depreciate, that stays for eternal......
Sunday, October 19, 2008;10:34 AM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
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Solve this code if you have the time, if not don't bother... ArhahaX
Doubt anybody so Bo liao...
TONIGHT I WILL DINE IN SAKAE & I WILL SOON BE 18!!!
Haix 18...
Life is complicated, movie is much more simple......
Monday, October 13, 2008;11:31 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
It was quite amusing that my msn could create quite a stir.
Should've keep the not eager to be 18 feeling hidden.
I really don't know why,
Why every place seems to remind of my birthday!
My friendster, blog, msn, hotmail, human, almost anywhere.
Just when I don't feel like celebrating such things happen.
Maybe it's a sign that I should party during my birthday.
Actually, I don't know the exact reason I am not enthusiatic about this year celebration.
I was think maybe because from young I had been pyscho that 18 should go army.
So then, I had derived that 18 is the age of maturity.
It didn't seem that this cause me having such an emptiness.
So I thought it was because I don't know where to go.
It doesn't seem to be the case as well.
Ahh!
Could it be when I became 18 I would miss out a lot of fun.
Missed out those fun acting matured,
To risk getting caught while helping friends buy ciggarette or alcohol.
Or maybe I afraid I would had no self discipline?
Start to drink more alcohol until 1 day I would be drunk,
Start to go clubbing and get no hold of myself.
Never mind I won't get drunk due to my high metabolism rate.
I won't go clubbing often due to my dislike of that atmosphere.
In conclusion, there aint any conclusion because the problem not yet solve...
Delight in disguise,
Even when rejoice or sigh.
I know there is this place I will be,
Because you are in my life...... Jesus Christ!
Tuesday, October 7, 2008;11:36 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
Oh man! Shouldn't have watched the 7pm channel 8 show.
Make my heart so ichy......=X
How I wished my life was like the main character in that show.
Got such a sweet wife and some more there is another woman treat him like a king.
My point is not to have an affair.
Is to have some one that is willing to cook for me while wooing me.
Also act so sweetly that if I do something against her liking I will feel bad.
Aw~ It's okay since it is just a show,
and whats more I don't have time for a relationship right now.
Dieing for one dream, is such an cool thing that proposed by my buddy.
What he said was quite true.
It will greatly enhanced the way you reached for your goal.
For nothing can stop you, not even death alone can scare you.
That should be the attitude and mindset to have,
so to achieved what you really wanted.
I also had one such dream but is the way round.
I dream to die for someone/something I hold dearly.
Of course, my death must be worth while.
In the past, I often thinks the ideal death is to die in the battle field.
As that way my name will be hououred.
But now I think that a peaceful death is more ideal.
Maybe it is because of age difference and I am not that brave anymore.
So foolish of me, worry for something that does not regard me in......
HahaZ~
;12:27 AM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
Feel like posting before going to sleep...=)
Tomorrow UT for entreprise!
All the best to every Republic Year 1 students.
Btw I wasn't really emo while posting the previous post.
Just listen too much emo song and being wow too much while watching show.
The dancing variety show was just too awesome!
Sometimes, I wonder......
Wonder why I wonder how,
Everything you say about that deep blue sky...
All I can see is just another lemon tree...
lols...
OH YAR TC MY DEEP BLUE SKY POEM!!! >.<
Monday, October 6, 2008;11:28 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
This sum up all my feeling now.
I don't know why I felt so devastated,
I don't know why my endorphine gushing out so madly,
I don't what I am stating now,
I just want to know why it stays?
A suddenly howl,
Was the moon too round,
or the sound of the wind too insane?
No is just you that was too far out...
0.o?!
I can step one emo quite well eh?
But not everything here was false,
Some were and some are my feelings.
Is just a matter of past and present.
Am I too use to giving away my last wish for birthday?
Wasn't every 3rd wish made during birthday should be granted?
Why am I going to wish for the same thing all over again?
Lack of faith or lack of hope?
I know not......
My blog song had changed and it is my favourite song.
I must thanked my sis for sending me this song.
Or it will just be a passing memories.
Just like you?
