Thursday, October 23, 2008;4:03 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
I don't know why but my mood had been really disrupted.
I know I had to take a rest and calm myself.
Thats why I am right here at home.
Recently I start to admire this girl.
She is 2years older and not around in this world anymore.
She is so impressive that even me can't help but admire her.
Her actions, her thoughts, her skill and her character.
She can even forgive someone who caused her death.
Love her like a friend, no matter how much wickedness was inflict upon her.
She is willing to die for the sake of her brother.
When that murderer threaten her to.
She is such a person so well like by others.
And even when being hated so much by others jealously,
She will not retaliate or put it to heart.
She is so well verse with the Sun Zi Bin Fa and The Three Kindom.
She also love Sun Zi, Zhu Ge Liang and Zhao Yun.
Almost all is my favourite character especially Zhao Yun the Chinese Jews.
She can activate her plan so efficiently even after resting in peace.
She don't want anybody to cry, weep or mourn when she is gone.
Want them to move forward with joy.
Take away all her worries with her and only the jovial memories stays.
Within her friends and family......
The story of this girl was long but I summarised it.
You need to read her blog, her friend blog and her brother blog for full story.
I will say no more for I know she want less people to mourn for her.
Thats is why her will for her bro blog to be closed,
5 days after the truth revealed.
For this night many people came,
Most anonymous,
To retrive and to leave a footprint behind.
To move forward as how your life touched them.
So they will earn a value,
The value of love and forgiveness.
Peace at heart,
May you find a good place to reside.
Your dreams will be adhered into our souls......
