Tuesday, August 26, 2008;9:36 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
Just learnt about my GPA 3.30, My target is 3.60 actually so not that sastisfied.
Though a lot people get lower than me,
but I know I got the ability to do better.
Maybe just my expectation too high... =(
Few days ago something make me real dissapointed.
I MISS WATCHING THE FIREWORKS FOR THE 1st time in 11 years!!!
Due to the job!!!
I couldn't control that last bit of anger when the fireworks is exploding.
Every burst of the flare ignited every ounce of my anger.
Until I can't contain it anymore and I just walked home.
Anyway I finished what I supposed to do,
that guy said after packing the thing we can go off.
He still blame me for not helping him pushed the van that got stuck.
I am not paid for that.
I really cannot trust that guy anymore.
As I will not miss the fireworks initially.
Is because of that guy keep dragging and asking ask do unnecessary work.
I know I shouldn't get worked up about it.
Next time when I get out to work I will meet more difficult task.
If I couldn't handle all this next time how I will survive?
Through this I also learnt the importance of time management.
I will get better and soon I can stop being late all the time.
I will try to control every ounce of anger......
And completely success in taking control over my own conscious.
Once my classmate ask:
Why do Christian do not have any rules like being exiled if you are out of it...
I do not know how to answer then...
Now I know the reason...
A religion that you are forced to be in ain't anything...
As you are believing for the sake of that punishment...
Christianity is not just a religion, but it is a relationship...
Our relationship with GOD!
