Tuesday, April 15, 2008;8:34 PM Y
And I'll wait for the only key that fits the lock in my heart...
Yet today was raining intensively.
Had to walk home through the rain.
Each rain drop mark a tear from the saddness of a person.
Walking home with the rain alone,
Let me felt surge of emoness.
Everything seems so peaceful and yet so hurting.
It was the best timing to fill myself of thoughts.
I was wondering through my emotion till I reach my warmth.
Finally, emoness had ended.
As short as it came to visit.
What I am going to share today,
is nothing to do with rain.
I will share something to do with my view on friendship.
I am not going to shoot anyone or anything.
Just my perspective of view.
If you feel offended in any point,
please read finish before you justified any thing.
Friends had been PSing us.
For a reason or another.
Some because of relationships
and others just PS for the sake of PS.
I don't blame friends who PS us because of relationship.
I was quite angry and depress at first.
As you see,
Can a few days of relation compare to 5years?
Then what do friends matters anyone?
This was what I thought at first.
After moments and moments of thoughts,
I finally enlightened.
I shouldn't be blaming them,
Because I wouldn't be sure that I will not neglect my friends,
While in a relationship.
Even if it is not intentional,
but it is still neglect.
Even though all this of conclusion,
I definitely know I would never choose love between friendship.
Its is because both matters as much to me.
Friend who break my relationship up,
I would not hestitate to break off ties with you.
People who tries to break off my friendship,
I would not hestitate to go against you.
Unless there is more to it,
Like an exception of Hong Hui.
The light is shining more brightly as time goes by......
