Wait for Kira's Angel

2010-03-08T00:21:00.002+08:00

I wonder why we kept having the same reaction and same action?

Why is it seems like you are the only that can feel me?

Why are we so fated?

Why do I hate that feeling but yet love it?

It makes me feel so not special, so not unique.

But it also makes me feel like there is someone connected to me.

Its a weird but heart warming feeling.

Yet, in the end we are nothing more but just friends......

2010-01-07T00:17:00.002+08:00

与其说99个对不起不如做1件对得起的事

与其说99个安慰的话不如做1件关心的事

与其活99没有目标的年不如活1年从满意义的

与其打死99个坏人不如感化1个他们

与其说99次我爱你不如做1件证明的

与其爱错99个不值得的女生不如爱你1个值得的

还有很多很多的不如

活过了我们才知道

2010-01-06T02:13:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wonder,

How nice it would be if you know who is the right girl for you from the beginning

But that way we wouldn't enjoy the process of falling in love

Neither will we cherish the person as much...

Sometimes is God that want us to meet a few bad ones

So we will know the right one when it comes.

If we never meet failure,

if we never meet the worst,

How will we know success and understand what is good.

That is why I encouraged people to 放胆去爱。

要爱就要爱的轰轰烈烈。

不要在乎天长地久，只在乎成今拥有。

一分一秒都可以胜永久，

这样才能够说真正的爱过。

On the contary,

I haven't had a love story like this.

Though I do have ex even if it was just 1.

We never do much on the 28days relationship.

The most was holding hand.

You may asked is this even considered a relationship?

Yes I still will say even though how I wish it is not.

Because it was acknowledge.

Why so pathetic you may asked?

Because of my shyness to go on any further.

Maybe that is partly the reason why it did not last.

This lesson tells me that there are certain things we could not be shy.

And some how or rather I just eliminate this shyness not long ago.

I did not know how I did it, it just did.

Poof and my shyness is gone.

Now I only know there is no right or wrong.

If you ain't mine when I let go off my hands and you won't return......

2010-01-05T15:38:00.003+08:00

Okay a rough idea what are my new year resolution,

Just to keep track of where I want myself to go in case I get lost.

1* WIN World Skills!

2* Eat all the good Korean food in Singapore(our mission)

3* Master how to play the piano

4* Finish at least 3 page of the manuscript book that you gave

5* More chance to perform

6* Do better in my hip hop

7* If cant get a gf by somewhere in April, I'll stay single till after army

8* Maintain my GPA at 3

9* Finish reading the bible

10* Learn how to play the Guitar

11* Get a DSLR

2009-12-31T01:48:00.002+08:00

如果我的牺牲能换来大家的快乐，

我很乐意的接受这伤害。

2009-12-29T15:55:00.002+08:00

A trip to causeway yesterday led to a series of event.
The weather was good,
So suitable for my mood when I departed from my house.
Light breeze flew passed my sleepy face,
Just as though it was trying to freshen me up with it gentle touch.
There was drizzle,
And the gentleness of the rain drop touched my toned skin.
Like it was comforting me and all my ashes just flew away.

I was late in meeting my friends but I was not the latest.
We was planning to catch a movie there,
However, the time slot was all sold out.
So we waited for everyone and decided to travel to Vivo City!
We was all tired and slept in the bus ride.
Only the poor Kenneth and I had to suffer from Yan Yan disturbance.

When we reached there,
to our horror!
The time slot for our movie left 9.30 and 10.20.
The show at 9.30 only had the front 2 rows and we had to decide once again.
I went to call Adriel and Kenneth to discuss but when Kenneth reached,
Yan Yan had already paid the price for 10.20.

OH NO!

We wouldn't be able to catch the last but or the last train.
As it would end very late.
But when there is a will there is a way.
We are all game enough to TON the night!
Except for the two girls that need to go home.

The movie was great and it really ended very late.
It end at 12.50am.
That embarked our journey to a new adventure,
People that need to go off go off.
And those that were gamed stayed on.
10 people down to 8.
But we were still going strong.

Vivo had nothing REALLY NOTHING at night!
No 24 hours shop!
No food!
No water!
It was just like the desert without the Sun.

We sat near the fountain and chat for a little while.
Until 1 decide that we should find our way to survival.
We need to stop ourselves being trapped in Vivo.
So we moved to the nearest market to find all shops closed.
We asked for direction from vendors there.
Though their shops was closed
but the vendor were preparing food for the next day.

One of them directed us straight.
So onward we go Tanjiong Pagar!

At first,
we were like walking aimlessly through the scary night.
Everything around was trees, roads and sea.
We had no landmark to depend on.
And the moon was hiding behind clouds.
We just knew that we had to move forward.
With doubts in our hearts,
did the auntie directed us to the right way?

While walking we saw police car passed by,
so Jing Mao went to asked them for directions on where to get drinks.
And again they directed us straight ahead.
All we saw was an expressway.
But with faith in our hearts we travelled forward.
We reached a new destination!

Is an old maybe still in used rail way tracked.
We have along the side path of this track.
Eventually, we came to Tanjiong Pagar.
We decide to move further as we were getting more excited.
Because things around start to look more familiar.
And we moved our ways through and reach Cantoment center.
We had our pitstop there and regain our energy with food and drinks.

Most of us was pumped up and our new goal was to the city.
We walked around following big buildings.
It led us to many places.
And some of them was places we went before.
So navigation was easier.

We passed by China Town and reached Clarke Quay.
We ate some breakfast at Mac
Slack around and took pictures around the riverside.
Few of us intend to slack there.
Others were anxious to move on.
We wanted to walk more and planned that our last destination was City hall.
A place where everyone was convenient to go back home.

We departed yet again,
And stopping at every landmarks we saw to take good photos.
We saw the flyers and walked towards it.
Pass by Merlions and the river that was beautified with spheres.
Reminiscencing about a joke that happened recently.
As we past by the scene of the joke and Adriel acted it out.
We had our fair share of laughter
and we ended our journey with 1 last picture.
Not forgetting the brothers’ roar!
Haha

Indeed it was a great journey!
That night passed by too fast.
13hours of Joy seems just like 3hours.
Time do past by quickly when we were having fun.
In the night, walking around also definitely feels refreshing.
Everywhere that was so busy became a ghost town.
Giving you creeps and made you feel like you were playing l4d.
A quiet night also gave me a calm heart to think.
And also when we gathered to walk around,
We get to know individual better.
Our bonds as a clique definitely become stronger.

This night of 出生入死 definitely none of us will forget.
Let this be a wonderful memories and let stayed together as friends.
Forever and more......

While having this outing,
I had my secrets to confess.
The whole day I was thinking only about you.
I do not understand why.
I tried so many ways to shake it off
I tried to focus on the things that I should do.
But you just keep popping up in my head.

It wasn't liked this when I was in Batam,
it wasn't liked this before too.
Not even for all my previous crushed did I felt liked this.
I tried my long sealed NET*,
it did not worked.
Even the improved version did not last.
I need my concentration back.

But luckily,
today I noticed something.
And I had known that the registered emotions in me are not sufficient.
I need to go out further and see the world more.
I need to learn back hatred, I need to know more evil.
Those are things that I thrown away.
Because I was too young and I know I couldn't handle them.
Now I am growing up again.
I need to pick them up.
To counter the immense love I had.

Without hatred, we will not know love.
Love is righteous and delights in truth.
So to balance that emotion I had no choice...
However I am not giving up just yet.
I just need to stop being obsessed in love.
I need to see things clearly again.
I don't want to be clouded by too much emotion.

The call is still yours.
To love or not to love... That is not the question......

2009-12-28T14:49:00.003+08:00

I had this ability to forsee things
though its a passive skills
And I had totally no idea how it works.
It just a strange feeling this thing will happen,
Or surely is this thing that cause this from happening
etc...

I just prove myself right time and time again,
but why always at my most crucial time it won't work.
And it always don't work when on myself!!!
Everything I forsee on myself does not come right
nor did it happen the way opposite.
It just something new out of what I will expect most of the time.

Sometimes I just hate this ability.
It makes me venture into other secrets unknowingly.
Often I made smart guess,
actually is not even smart at all.
It is just this gift from God.

As from Spiderman,
With great power comes great responsibilities.
Now I say
With great knowledge comes great Evil!

Now because of my ability I bear something heavy.
I thought I can go out of that "square tile" if I make the 1st move
but now I am trap in it even more.
How I wished I am a evil person by natureso I would not suffer so greatlyand my options of doing things can be more wider.
I could just sabo the other person and let the advantage on my side,
but why I just did otherwise and lend him a hand instead.

I know I am foolish
I can't change the way I do things.
That is why I need to learn how not to be saint-like......

I just recieved this yesterday from fb God wants you to know...
that there is no such thing as conditional love.
Love is either unconditional or it's no love.
You might like someone conditional on their personality or behavior or circumstances.
But love accepts no boundaries.
So never say 'I love you because',
for love has no cause,

love comes from God.

Isn't this so true?

It come so timely that it give me an insight on a lot of situation.

It trigger my thoughts yet again and give me more area to think.

What if I was... Can I really be so Xiao Sha to let go?

What if I was... Can I really be without guilt and treat nthing has happen?

Am I just too plain naive???

It also helps me to create another understand...

You cant force others to love you.

There is no why,

and it is no use to pressurised.

A forceful relationship is not true love.

For love is unconditional;

love has no cause...

Thats when I think rejection is nothing.

Reject me and I will congratulate you,

Really...

Because you will be the 1st to do so verbally.

When you really did,

Lets still be the same or we can even become closer friends.

I won't mind seriously.

Because I know in my heart that if I was rejected,

my heart will just returned to where it belongs.

And know who is the real boss!! RAWR!!!

Though I not saying you must reject me,

But you know already...

A no is better than a don't know.

Do not hestitate if you do not have the feelings.

Do not care about how I will feel.

Because I eat NO for breakfast!!!

Of course it would be perfect if the answer is the opposite.

Even if the future road maybe hard to walk,

we'll find our way through if our hearts is together.

We had 2 minds now too...

And definitely I eat YES for dinner!!! Meow~

No matter what is your answer,

I will wait.

Wait till you're ready to tell me.

I won't push an answer.

Just don't push me to others.

It breaks my heart everytime you do.

If you really happened to passby this blog,

I just want to say I love you...

Love is giving someone the power to destroy you but trusting them not to...

*Disclaimer: Don't ask me who this person is. Is either you know already or you don't. I had my reason for not saying. Based on my experienced, I don't want anti-fans on this girl.

2009-12-28T01:21:00.002+08:00

This year had been great.

Can say that it is the greatest year of all,

also can say that it is the worst year of all...

Best year because I made many good friend,

many progress for my dream,

many incredible things,

many encounter with God.

And I met you once again...

Worst year because...

......

Many things happen this year,

and is not a year that is easy to go through alone.

I thank each and every one of my friend that I know and hang out with.

From Feisters to Brotherhood

w25h+all other brothers to New family

Ang Sua Ting to DediKted

to Everyone!

Without any of you,

Each day will took forever to passby.

Though none know and I don't intend to say anything.

I still thank u all for staying by my side all along.

I hope next year will be a really good year.

A year that I can proclaim the best.

A year that can help me know Love.

A year of growth from teenager to almost adulthood.

A year of hope.

And a year of Faith...

2009-12-25T01:47:00.004+08:00

It's getting more and more troublesome,
more and more complicating.
Why should I be affected by such things?
Why am I still smiling even when i feel my heart is breaking?

I really can't understand,
I don't even want to stand.
Perphaps if I do,
things will get harder to comprehend.

I prepare for this and prepare for that,
but this situation I did not forsee.
I thought doing so would break the chain,
Now I am stuck in it even more.

Although I complained,
although I rant.
My heart just keep getting excited for no reason.
Why am I loving this?

2009-12-22T17:05:00.002+08:00

Just struggled through a tough 7hrs experienced,

where I have to defy myself throughout.

I proclaim I will give my 100% today,

but yeah...

I still failed to...

I've thought, I've thought

thought that I could write nice poems or song lyrics only when I am feeling low,

it seems now that is not the case.

There is another emotion that helps my inspiration flows greatly,

too much till my head is on the verge of exploding.

That emotion is something like love but not love...

Something like loneliness but not loneliness...

A feeling that I cant described...

Soaring like an eagle, spreading to unknown boundary...

2009-12-22T00:18:00.002+08:00

一朵玫瑰，

一颗心。

两人相爱，

四分情。

composed by: Yeow Wei =D

Today I caught myself smiling for no reason a lot of times,

and it turns out that I am thinking of you unknowingly...

2009-10-22T23:53:00.002+08:00

I used to dislike Christian,

everytime my friends try to preach to me I will give a straight no.

But God never gave up on me.

And the thing that begin changing my views on Christianity is this:

爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈；

爱是不嫉妒；爱是不自夸，不张狂，
不做害羞的事，不求自己的益处，

不轻易发怒，不计算人的恶，
不喜欢不义，只喜欢真理；
凡事包容，凡事相信，

凡事盼望，凡事忍耐。
爱是永不止息。

歌林多前書 13 :4-8

The translation is this:

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,

it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts,

always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

The reason I wrote it in chinese because,

I went across this while watching a chinese show in the beginning of last year.

And it is something that you find in the bible.

Isn't it amazing?

The bible does not just tell us about how true God is,

you must follow him because he is for real.

But it talks about Love!!!

Christianity is about having a relationship with God.

God want to know each and every of us.

Those who have something against Christian,

I urge you to pick up a bible and start reading it.

Because to hate it you got to know what is it.

If after reading the whole bible and you still stand strong in hating it,

go ahead, no one can stop you now.

I pray that all of you will give God a chance to know you better,

And also give yourself a chance to know God better.

I can gurantee that when you recieved Jesus,

Your life will be transformed greatly.

God blessed =)

2009-10-19T18:30:00.003+08:00

My main phone spoiled not long ago and now I spoiled my back up phone.

This is so pathetic man!

Regretted what I had done, I thought that lousy phone was unbreakable.

Now I know my strength penetrate all unbreakables.

So many things to buy but so little money.

Always when you need money the most, there isn't any.

When you have the most money that time,

We will just anyhow spent it.

Never mind I will leave all else to God.

I believe he will bless me with a good and Godly handphone.

I will await the best present that is about to come from him.

I'll trust him with all my heart.

I'll praise him still even if I am stuck in this situation for long.

Because I know, the best is yet to come!

Praise the Lord! =D

2009-09-21T02:14:00.003+08:00

Actually I have stop putting others interest infront of me for quite sometime.

Due to being hurt again and again by those people I place before me.

Its agonizing, that why I start doing things for myself only.

After being selfish for awhile,

I realised that I am not happier even by abit.

Until recently, I feel so myself again.

Maybe because of the people I met during this time,

Or perphaps I had been recieving a lot of Words of Affirmation by others.

Either way, I wished that I could start placing others before me again.

2009-08-28T02:32:00.002+08:00

You're calm and collected when you're not with friends, but WITH friends, you go WILD. You have a good ...time, and party all night long. The next day at school, you're back to being little miss quiet. You are afraid that people won't accept your other side, so you tend to shy away from anything involving your wilder side, unless it's with a group of friends, where you will blend in easily. These people often sway from being outgoing to being very quiet and wanting to blend in. You gain confidence from your friends, whom you'll know will stick up for you in case other people don't appreciate your wilder side. But hey, wilder sides can be more fun, so don't be afraid to show yours off. Showing your true personality will gain you more confidence anyway. You may be an introvert.

This had been an identity crisis for me for many years.
Recently when I do this facebook quiz then it came up to my mind again.
I keep wondering which is the real me?
The wild and crazy side of me when I am with friends,
or is it the calm and composed side of me?

Sometimes, I just feel like I am wearing a mask.
A mask of laughters to hide my emotional parcel of my life.

Like a man telling the doctor that his life is filled with unhappiness.
And he demanded the doctor to give him medicine to make him happy.
The doctor told that man he do not have such pills.
But there is 1 clown in town can solve that problem.
He had filled countless of people, young and old with joy and laughter.
Then the man turn to the doctor and said I am that clown...

However sometimes,
I felt that I want my life to be wild even when I am alone.
Because that way I can live my life to the fullest.
To be able to enjoy every aspect of life.

Do you all know that I had written many things on my posting page?
But everytime I just close the page off without publishing.
I do not want to dedicate my post to revolve around myself only.
I want my post to be dedicated to others.

And make it meaningful to readers.

Or sometimes even can solve situation that happens in your life.

Okay lets come back to the main purpose of this post.
Whether the wild side or calm and compose is truely me?

2009-06-08T22:41:00.003+08:00

A man with many visions

Have different numbers of passions

End up with countless traits

But master none of his mission

A man with many vision

Have many talents

If he doesn't enjoy what he does

He just change to another flavour

A man with many vision

How should you survive in this nation?

Whether to concentrate on something stable

Or pursuing his own passion?

2009-05-16T02:32:00.002+08:00

Time is really flying by fast and just within a wink,

We are at the last years of our teens.

There is many things I wish to talk about,

But there seems to be nothing that I can say.

I had many great friends,

Those that shares weals and woes.

I hope I am making sense to myself,

though I am actually feeling lonely.

The darkness inside of me,

Like a blackhole sucking me empty.

There is no keep on holding,

Because one day everyone will be leaving.

I used to think playing truant is a bonus,

But now actually I am the loser.

If time can revert back to the past,

I am glad to study till the night is sober.

For knowledge is king,

Earning you being more than just something.

It will helps you achieve great things in your career,

And so it seems, brighten things up for your Queen.

Passion is the things that keeps one growing,

Remeber love can wait till the right one coming.

What I written is just my emotion,

My thoughts and feelings......

2009-02-26T02:16:00.003+08:00

Just to prevent my blog from dieing I went to Wanling.G blog,

And dig out that questionaire that I had been tagged.

The rules and regulations:

1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about themself.

2. People who get tagged need to write their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts.

3. At the end, player needs to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

4. No tags back!About Me:

1. I am very conceal with people I don't know but with people I am comfortable with, I will be different

2. I will stay virgin till I am married because of promise and I believe people don't like to use used tissue right?

3. I also expect my wife to be one. =X

4. I am very complacent, always unwilling to give in my all for the things I wanted to.

5. I tend to be a joker not because I am born that way, I just want everyone to be happy genuinely.

6. I play chinese chess and very well verse in 3 kingdoms strategy.

7. I write poems when I am emo and draw funny pictures on paint to cheer people up

8. I am easily influence.

9. I am confidence about my sense of fashion.

10.I am a very stuborn person and I dislike guys who depend on girls

"ARE YOU:

1. Are you single? Yes

2. Are you happy? Sastisfied

3. Are you bored? Yes because I doing this for the survivor of my blog

4. Are you fair? In between fair and dark

5. Are you Italian? People say I look like Korean, Japanese or China/Taiwan maybe due to the way I dress

6. Are you intelligent? Perphaps but I am definitely street smart

7. Are you honest? Of course, thou shalt not lie

8. Are you nice? Pretty

9. Are you Irish? Like no

10. Are you lame? Define lame

TEN FACTS:

1. Full Name: Neo Yeow Wei

2. Nicknames: Kira

3. Birth place: Singapore General Hospital

4. Hair color: Black

5. Natural hairstyle: Long and wavy

6. Eye Colour: Brownish

7. Birthday: 20/10/1990

8. Mood: Astonish

9. Favourite colour: Red

10. One place you like to visit: South Korea

1.The person who passed you this quiz is: Goh Wan Ling

2.Your relationship with him/her:- Semester 2 classmate.

3.Your 5 impression of him / her:- Sociable, open, happy, likes to burp, shit and fart =.=

4.The most memorable thing she / he has done for you:- Organizing class outing at pasir ris

5.The most memorable word she / he has said to you:- Can I fart? ......

6.If she/he become your lover you will:- Hear burps as melody

7.If she/he become your lover, things he/she should improve on:- Become more feminine =X

8.If he/she become my enemy:- I will wave white flag

9.If he/she become my enemy the reason is:- Because I done this questionaire and keep suaning her burps =D

10.The most desired thing you want to do with him/her now is:- Nothing

11.Your overall impression with him/her is:- She is a good friend to spend time with

12.How do you think people around you will feel about you?:- I might be lame but all my jokes are laughable! LMAO!!!

13.The characteristics you love about yourself are:- I learn things fast and I am very adaptable

14.On the contrary,the characteristics you hate about yourself are:- I am too lazy

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?:- To be someone with descipline and no more laziness

16.For those people that care and like you, say something to them:- Thanks for the care and concern, thanks for all those helps when I needed, and thanks for the time we spent together.

17.Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:

1. Cheryl

2.Teck Choon

3. Jia Zhe

4. Winnie

5. Ryan

6. Clement

7. Dawn Mei

8. Sheng Yang

9. Gladys

10.Shelia Mei

18.Who is no. 6 have having a relationship with at the moment? No one

19.No.9 is a male or female? Bring out the man in you!

20.If No.7 and No.10 are together, they are good friends

21.How about No.5 and No.8? Kao cant imagine... =____=

22.What is No.2 studying? TP engineering course about electric

23.What was the last time you had a chat with No.3? Few moments ago

24.What kind of music band does No. 8 like? Jay Chou emo songs

25.Does No.1 have any siblings? Yeah a bro and a sis

26.Will you woo No.3? LOL! Let go ZOO together LMAO!!!

27.How about No.7? Nope, she is my godsister and our age gap is too huge

28.Is No.4 single? Nope

29.What is the hobby of No.5? Jump style

30.Do No.5 & No.9 get along well? They don't know each other

31.Where is No.2 studying at? TP

32.Say something casually about No.1. She is random =D

33.Have you try developing feeling for No.8? LOL jia lat arh if I try...

34.Where does No.9 live? Yishun for now

35.What does number 3 like? Bboy Born and Wondergirls

36.Are No.5 & No.1 best friends? Nope

37.Does No.7 like No.2? Strangers

38.How do you know No.2? My childhood buddy

39.Does No.1 have a pet? Nope

40.Is No.7 the sexiest girl in the world? Still developing I guess

41.Do you think it possible No.4 & 5 date each other? Eh! They both are cousin

42.Say something more about No.6. He is a good friend and a very humourous guy.

43.What is the relationship between you & No.9? We are friends since sec1

List all the school that No1.-No.10 are in and originally from and your relationship between him or her: -> I shall skip this part =X

45.What will you do if No.10 hates you? She is my Godsis so I son't think she will

46.Which of the following are in a relationship? 4 and 5?

.47.How do you first met No.3? Primary 3

48. What would your reaction be if No.3 and No.10 are together? LOL impossible!!!

2009-01-11T23:25:00.002+08:00

Its been a long while since I posted,

sorry to those who have anticipated my post everyday.

Yeah, I got to admit pestering me has been not much of used.

I hope you all will understand that,

it is not the quantity of the post that matters but the quality of each and every post.

Everyone can post a lot of entry but how many can post something with quality?

Right???

Sorry people who still come to visit my blog,

I had to ask you to wait a little longer for a full entry.

Thanks for coming and waiting. XD

2008-11-09T14:44:00.002+08:00

Everybody had their tough times,
Everyone had their problems.
If you seen someone telling you he do not face any problem before,
He is 100% lying.

Everyone will gone through stages of trials in their lives.
That is supposedly going to improve oneself.
But if you find yourself still stagnant please do not worry.
For you had made your first step out.
You realised you need to move on!
If you had not improve in any areas in your life after those trials,
You will at least have a difference in your mindset.
Something some where in your head is changing.
Most likely is your thinking and perceptive.

If you have all this above, congratulation you had your first step out.
The second step is to step out of your comfort zone.

Comfort zone is an obstacle for you.

Where you stay so comfortably at a point that you can't bear to leave that area.

There is this quote in my church 2nd level male toilet,

It says:"To become a butterfly,

it had to give up being a caterpillar."

It make so much sense.

To become a butterfly, you can't live like a caterpillar anymore.

You got to give up everything that make you a caterpillar.

A caterpillar eat and sleep everyday.

It look so ugly and most scream on the sight of it.

Its up to you to stay in your comfort zone and be like a caterpillar.

Or step out from it and beautify the world and helps the plant like a butterfly.

Thats the way to step out of your comfort zone.

To give up all the things I should.

Pride, hatred, greed, despise, self-centered.

If I can't help myself, no one could.

Every step to be taken by me alone and I must had the willingness to change.

The last step to complete the process of beautifying is to maintain it.

No use changing and after a week get back to the past.

What is the point for everything then?

This is the hardest step because a lot of things will just tempt you back.

Is up to your determination now all you just got to restart the whole process again.

This post is to serve as a reminder to myself.

So as not to stay stagnant throughout of my life.

I want a change, I want a breakthrough!

I want to be determined and to be motivated.

This is what I had learnt in Christ.

I am weak but he is strong.

Because of Jesus we are made strong.

We need to proclaim and show it.

With faith everything is possible.

And I need to learnt how to say I am strong.

Everyone there is this video I want you all to watch.

Whether or not you are christian.

Watch and you will not regret.

You can forward it to the 1st hour.

The main point is all there.

http://store.attributes.com.sg/tv.php

Search for Forth Dimension: Water Crystals

Date is 18th October 2008.

2008-10-26T15:25:00.002+08:00

This post is dedicated to all who can't move on.

Who stay put in the same place crying over and over for the same event.

Everyone knows how you all feel.

Stop hallucinating, stop telling yourself know one know that same pain.

Because everyone will have some situation that is as painful.

Some even felt something worst.

Everything bad things that happen bring in more good things.

Every water that is emptied in the cup can be filled with more wine.

So every single things we able to let go,

Will bring in new beginning.

Don't ask me why I post this,

I don't know either.

Is something like a calling,

A strong urge that I will help a soul that reading this right now.

Whoever you are, everything will get better if you stop wailing for the lost.

Open your hearts to let your friend in.

To be consoled and to be shared with their love, joy, peace and kindness.

Let go of those hurtful past, for the new memories to come.

This is what I usually said to my friends:

Why be bothered about the past when it is already over?

(Not like everything will go back how it used to)

Why worry about the future when it is yet to come?

(Not like anything willl change if you over worries things)

What matters now is today!

What happens today will definitely had an effects on tomorrow.

What happens now changes the effect of later.

Cherished today, cherished now!

Who cares what happen yesterday?

It already shaped today.

Take in the account, learnt from your mistake.

Not to cry or grieved and that is the definition of past.

If today never comes there won't be any tomorrow.

That is why today is so important!

I got a bad friday but now I am moving on.

Everything is awesome and now I had an great Sunday afternoon. ^^

It is not as easy as it stated...

It need take time and patient...

Also take determination and resolution...

Most of all you got to step out of the comfort zone of emoing...

Good luck and goodbye......

2008-10-23T16:03:00.002+08:00

I don't know why but my mood had been really disrupted.

I know I had to take a rest and calm myself.

Thats why I am right here at home.

Recently I start to admire this girl.

She is 2years older and not around in this world anymore.

She is so impressive that even me can't help but admire her.

Her actions, her thoughts, her skill and her character.

She can even forgive someone who caused her death.

Love her like a friend, no matter how much wickedness was inflict upon her.

She is willing to die for the sake of her brother.

When that murderer threaten her to.

She is such a person so well like by others.

And even when being hated so much by others jealously,

She will not retaliate or put it to heart.

She is so well verse with the Sun Zi Bin Fa and The Three Kindom.

She also love Sun Zi, Zhu Ge Liang and Zhao Yun.

Almost all is my favourite character especially Zhao Yun the Chinese Jews.

She can activate her plan so efficiently even after resting in peace.

She don't want anybody to cry, weep or mourn when she is gone.

Want them to move forward with joy.

Take away all her worries with her and only the jovial memories stays.

Within her friends and family......

The story of this girl was long but I summarised it.

You need to read her blog, her friend blog and her brother blog for full story.

I will say no more for I know she want less people to mourn for her.

Thats is why her will for her bro blog to be closed,

5 days after the truth revealed.

For this night many people came,

Most anonymous,

To retrive and to leave a footprint behind.

To move forward as how your life touched them.

So they will earn a value,

The value of love and forgiveness.

Peace at heart,

May you find a good place to reside.

Your dreams will be adhered into our souls......

2008-10-20T23:53:00.002+08:00

祝你生日快乐排行旁 update!

Rules & Regulation

Second Entries not counted.

Advance blessing not counted.

1st to wish me: Clement Chen

1st to shake my hand & wish in person: Teck Choon

1st to sms: Clement Chen

1st to msn: Natalie

1st to friendster comment: Sheng Yang

1st to blog post: Clement Low

Last to wish me: Erin

Last to shake my hand: Can't remember should be either Keith or Daren

Last to sms: Gideon

Last to msn: Erin

Last to friendster comment: LAO MEI REGINA!!!

Last to blog post: The footer for the bill when I treat the expensive resturant! Wan Ling

2008-10-20T00:42:00.002+08:00

Is time for the annual 祝你生日快乐排行旁!

Rules & Regulation

Advance blessing not counted.

1st to sms: Clement Chen

1st to msn: Natalie

Most unique sms: JZ

Happy Excellent 18 Birthday to me!

No more Sexy Seventeen.

1 year older, 1 year more matured, 1 year more handsome.

Finally I make up my mind to enjoy this fruitful year of growth!

Thanks Tirza for that birthday card to help me in a way of enlightenment.

Thanks BroTherHooD.S & Royston for celebrating my birthday in advance!

I appreciate a lot and I enjoy my day a lot.

For I didn't even have any idea to celebrate,

Yet you all still plan for me.

For I didn't expect any present,

Yet you all still gave me.

For I didn't expect so much blessing,

Yet you all still bless me.

Words can't expressed my grattitude to all of you!

Hope we can stay more united and know everyone better.

God bless me with a most wonderful message for my birthday.

A message that I waited for 5months.

That was the meaning of the vision he gave me.

Our thought can lead to a whole new creation.

I didn't understand what it meant then,

not even my cell members.

But praise God!

It came at a right timing.

When I needed most and when my capacity was ready to be enlarged.

The revelation he gave me was to tell me how I should visualise things.

How I can make my work in life much more meaningful and better.

He led me understand how many a times we neglect the most powerful weapon.

Our thoughts...

别再哼伤心的歌,

人来人去像过客再空等不值得。

别再喝借酒消愁又如何,

三杯下肚就忘了等清醒之后又记得。

何必呢?

Extracted from S.H.E: "店小二"

I feel this words is so meaningful.

We shouldn't be so tied down by bad memories.

No matter how much you shed your tears,

No matter how much you drunk yourself,

Nothing can be changed...

Everyone that leave is just like a passerby,

waiting aimlessly is never worth.

So might as well dash forward like an soaring eagle.

Change despair into energy!

Continue life with a renew self and search for something worthwhile.

Does not depreciate, that stays for eternal......

2008-10-19T10:34:00.002+08:00

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Solve this code if you have the time, if not don't bother... ArhahaX

Doubt anybody so Bo liao...

TONIGHT I WILL DINE IN SAKAE & I WILL SOON BE 18!!!

Haix 18...

Life is complicated, movie is much more simple......

2008-10-13T23:31:00.002+08:00

It was quite amusing that my msn could create quite a stir.

Should've keep the not eager to be 18 feeling hidden.

I really don't know why,

Why every place seems to remind of my birthday!

My friendster, blog, msn, hotmail, human, almost anywhere.

Just when I don't feel like celebrating such things happen.

Maybe it's a sign that I should party during my birthday.

Actually, I don't know the exact reason I am not enthusiatic about this year celebration.

I was think maybe because from young I had been pyscho that 18 should go army.

So then, I had derived that 18 is the age of maturity.

It didn't seem that this cause me having such an emptiness.

So I thought it was because I don't know where to go.

It doesn't seem to be the case as well.

Ahh!

Could it be when I became 18 I would miss out a lot of fun.

Missed out those fun acting matured,

To risk getting caught while helping friends buy ciggarette or alcohol.

Or maybe I afraid I would had no self discipline?

Start to drink more alcohol until 1 day I would be drunk,

Start to go clubbing and get no hold of myself.

Never mind I won't get drunk due to my high metabolism rate.

I won't go clubbing often due to my dislike of that atmosphere.

In conclusion, there aint any conclusion because the problem not yet solve...

Delight in disguise,

Even when rejoice or sigh.

I know there is this place I will be,

Because you are in my life...... Jesus Christ!

2008-10-07T23:36:00.002+08:00

Oh man! Shouldn't have watched the 7pm channel 8 show.

Make my heart so ichy......=X

How I wished my life was like the main character in that show.

Got such a sweet wife and some more there is another woman treat him like a king.

My point is not to have an affair.

Is to have some one that is willing to cook for me while wooing me.

Also act so sweetly that if I do something against her liking I will feel bad.

Aw~ It's okay since it is just a show,

and whats more I don't have time for a relationship right now.

Dieing for one dream, is such an cool thing that proposed by my buddy.

What he said was quite true.

It will greatly enhanced the way you reached for your goal.

For nothing can stop you, not even death alone can scare you.

That should be the attitude and mindset to have,

so to achieved what you really wanted.

I also had one such dream but is the way round.

I dream to die for someone/something I hold dearly.

Of course, my death must be worth while.

In the past, I often thinks the ideal death is to die in the battle field.

As that way my name will be hououred.

But now I think that a peaceful death is more ideal.

Maybe it is because of age difference and I am not that brave anymore.

So foolish of me, worry for something that does not regard me in......

HahaZ~

2008-10-07T00:27:00.003+08:00

Feel like posting before going to sleep...=)

Tomorrow UT for entreprise!

All the best to every Republic Year 1 students.

Btw I wasn't really emo while posting the previous post.

Just listen too much emo song and being wow too much while watching show.

The dancing variety show was just too awesome!

Sometimes, I wonder......

Wonder why I wonder how,

Everything you say about that deep blue sky...

All I can see is just another lemon tree...

lols...

OH YAR TC MY DEEP BLUE SKY POEM!!! >.<

2008-10-06T23:28:00.003+08:00

This sum up all my feeling now.

I don't know why I felt so devastated,

I don't know why my endorphine gushing out so madly,

I don't what I am stating now,

I just want to know why it stays?

A suddenly howl,

Was the moon too round,

or the sound of the wind too insane?

No is just you that was too far out...

0.o?!

I can step one emo quite well eh?

But not everything here was false,

Some were and some are my feelings.

Is just a matter of past and present.

Am I too use to giving away my last wish for birthday?

Wasn't every 3rd wish made during birthday should be granted?

Why am I going to wish for the same thing all over again?

Lack of faith or lack of hope?

I know not......

My blog song had changed and it is my favourite song.

I must thanked my sis for sending me this song.

Or it will just be a passing memories.

Just like you?

2008-09-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

What a day today... Whole day fill with tiredness...
In school, some one prank me by taking away my slippers.
Argh~!
That is the consequences of paying attention in class?
Never mind, I shall forgive those people.
Because I am gracious. XD
Not Gracial... =.=

I went home and immediately fell alseep.
Can't blame me, for I am from the Ultimate Pig Clan.
Super lazy pig.

But my beautiful sleep was interupted by a nightmare.
In that dream, I am some how the breaking point of a pair of couples.
Aw~ I hate to be that.
I hate to be involve in this kind of thing.
So that dream please never became reality.
I am so afraid as a lot of my dream happened
And most of them does not had a good outcome.

How come this seasons so many memories flow past.

I do wished to have those reminscence.

It don't make me feel good, I should have moved on!

Hope 2 days later would be better.

Because its October and my birthday is coming.

I some how don't feel like celebrating though I am finally 18.

Maybe I don't have any plan or I just that I felt that no purpose having a celebration.

I had a few wishes for this year.

God knows what I want and I am sure he will grant it.

And because he can I shall have faith and work towards it more.

I am not much of a person who sit around waiting for things to made happen.

I will be the one who make things happen.

I am the happening. lol?

I believed God will give me the opportunity because I am faithful and... A good boy?

HeeX~

This emptiness shall be refilled......

2008-09-18T00:16:00.004+08:00

Feeling a strong urge to post, thats why I am here.
There were times that people feel very compassionate to help others.
But feel so utterly depressed when that person don't wished to move on.

Just like sail that depend solely on the wind to get to another island.
So when there is no wind, the sail will dift further away with the current.
Sometimes that sail will not reached it's destination,
sometimes it just get lost.
Here we are talking about a situation,
where that person don't even bother to row that sail.
My point here is when you not it is wrong,
Just move on...
Technology will improve,
be a auto-mated boat that speed through island and island.
Be a submarine to discover the unknown.
To achieve all this, you just need to step 1 step out of your comfort zone.

I want to help, I would really like to.
Not not I want to be a busy body or what.
It's just because I can see sadness and the desperation each time.
The desperation of being acknowledge.
I can see those emptiness inside your very heart.
I can definitely help just that you got to open up.
Only you can grant yourself that teachability.

If you closed that door for me to enter,
Yet, you want a better solution.
I would sugest you to quieten your heart and listen.
Listen to his voice, the voice of God.
I got this strong impression that he wanted to tell you something.
He will be your feet,
He will be your light,
He will beautify your weakness,
He will love you no matter what situation you are in.
Only word is to just open up......

The prohecy is soon to be fulfilled......

2008-09-18T00:16:00.003+08:00

I never been posting diligently for the past few days.

Not feeling good in mood.

Yesterday, was not much better.

30 minutes ago was doing this RJ that require the PM Lee's speech.

I reason out some of his points that don't tele.

Just to show that everyone have mistake and everyone is imperfect.

Even him......

Now my life is full of Bboying and God!

Suddenly a lot of passion to break filled me up.

Thanks to Eden the other day to motivate me so much,

and of course Jia Zhe for showing me videos to inspire me.

Thank you, Clement and Jia Zhe once again to guide me through.

I shall update more soon...

Cya all...

NightZ...

2008-09-13T01:26:00.002+08:00

Observed this webpage, do you find something changed?

Thats right, there were indeed changes.

Some of you might had already found it but those who don't...

Look at the very top left hand corner of this page on top of the web address...

I changed the Her Heart to something else in the craving corner.

Last change was the sentence that appeared just before each post.

The reason for all this changed is to be scandaless.

The one on top of the webpage is changed to prevent Ah Chai to annoy me.

Her Heart is changed because I don't want any heart anymore.

And lastly I don't want to ask anyone to be my love...

All of this should be changed earlier if not for my lazyness.

It does cause some misintepretation and people do ponder over who I like.

Because of those words......

Oh man!

What have I done to delay such important changes.

Something happened today retrigger some thoughts.

Being united and nothing can stand in our way...

Team works make the Dream works...

So, we got to stand together and walk tall...

I definitely can't stand alone...

Lord I need you to move me on...

Be my feet, be my strength...

Be the whisper inside my heart......

2008-09-09T23:59:00.004+08:00

I feel today not a good day for me, making quite a number of mistake.

Everything did not go quite smoothly,

Feeling a bit empty and a bit dry.

But nonetheless, I will still bring praise to Jesus.

He is the truth and life. <- I posted this in my RJ!

Just came back from basketball and rush to do my RJ.

Luckily able to finish it in due time.

So glad, finally can touch basketball again.

I am not the beast I suppose to be in the court already.

The what Rushing Rhino or The Heavenly Maiden to the Earth.

All gone......

Almost loses all the match, what a sad returned.

In school, class become more livelier.

We started our bonding game, SWAT 4!

Not good at it, but it is fun to play with my mates in class.

Yar also 1 more thing, I am very sorry Wan Ling.

See my sincere apology so must forgive me hor.

Peace! XD

I really forgot I should not ask her question.

Zzzz......

My mind really isn't working well today.

Was constantly thinking about something else.

Nothing personal and nothing EMO!

1 last thing, I found another member for my prayer group.

He recently just got his salvation and I was really overjoyed.

My prayer group will commence next Tuesday.

Any christian that wanted to be part of something great for the glory of the lord,

Please come!

Be expectant because you will not go back empty handed.

Secret Recipe of miracles, of revival is not just faith alone...

It is also being united...

2008-09-07T01:22:00.002+08:00

Was back from church having a praise and worship night.

The presence of God was so great that all of my burden had been lifted.

The burden I had was formed while doing street evangelism.

We met so many cold stone hearted people.

Some even dao us by not even looking at us back.

After facing some rejection and nothing fruitful coming out.

Clement and I just signed in disgress but after a prayer,

We were backed on our feet and continue our battles.

This was such a great experience and actually quite good for first timers.

At least we even shared with a muslim.

Next up I want to share with you all a worship/praise song.

This song had been sprang up to be one of my top favourite now.

Though I still love Hosanna that song.

Here it goes, the title is desert song:

VERSE 1- This is my prayer in the desert,

When all that's within me feels dry,

This is my prayer in my hunger and need,

My God is the God who provides,

-VERSE 2- And this is my prayer in the fire,

In weakness, or trial, or pain,

There is a faith proved more worth than gold,

So refine me Lord through the flame,

-CHORUS- I will bring praise, I will bring praise,

No weapon formed against me shall remain,

I will rejoice, I will declare,

God is my victory and He is here,

-VERSE 3- This is my prayer in the battle,

When triumph is still on its way,

I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ,

So firm on his promise I'll stand,
(repeat Chorus)

-REFRAIN- All of my life, in every season,

You are still God,

I have a reason to sing,

I have a reason to worship,
(repeat Chorus)

-VERSE 4- And this is my prayer in the harvest,

When favour and providence flow,

I know I'm filled to be emptied again,

The seed I receive I will sow

2008-09-06T01:06:00.001+08:00

What a wonderful day was yesterday but today will be AWESOME!!!
Had some great laugh yesterday in school.
My team consist of 4 people: Olivia, Daniel and Wan Ling (Goh).
That Wan Ling try to trick me arh!!!
What scissor paper stone the Doreamon style,
I know Doreamon no finger no need to demoralise him even more.
The scissor paper stone all is stone only different angle.
Hold the fist pointing up is stone, fist pointing down is paper and at the side is scissor.
So we played that game and she end up using paper not the Doraemon way!!!
Of course I got tricked before already and I end up with a scissor not the Doraemon way!!!
See who got tricked now?
XP

Yesterday problem in school was computing/maths.
As usual I was able to do it.
Just that I still dislike maths.
No matter what happened my motto is still the 4M.
Maths Made Me Mad!
Though I finished it like 1st meeting?
=X

Yes I finished early but I did not slack.
I went around my block helping some of my friends.
And I found the fourth pair of my friend same class as another friend from other place.
Erin and Ray
Their class is real fun,
Hope my class can be as lively but a little less noisy than theirs.
After quite some times,
Erin still as funny!
Deleted a graph that was provided initially thinking that it was insert by her.
Ray was just as funny!
Panadol Girl...
Oh man!
I want a class like this or like W35H!

Without Amanda, Julie and Erin I seriously thought I will had no one to laught at!
But without a doubt there are still people that is laughable.
Like that scissor paper stone and the act cute faci!
Wahahahahaha~!!!
Today is my laughing day... 0.0?!

Tomorrow going for Street Evangelism...
A time whereby darkness will be filled by light......

2008-09-03T23:35:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to TIRZA and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to GAVIN!!!

Just reach home from an horrible experienced of ants attack!
Was chatting with Choon about our growth during that.
We was just on our way back home from our "last cell meeting".

Today was awesomely great!!!
So much things to blog about as it is school reopen for RP students.
I really miss those days in W35H.
Saw some of the ex-classmates and friends in school.

The order is in sequence:
Sheng Yang
Yong Jian
Cheryl
Bram
Vera
Michael Ong - Faci
Erin
Zong Lin
Syakir
Hilal
Chairul
Sock Hwee

Sheng Yang is 1st as I meet him to eat macdonald early in the morning.
Yong Jian, Cheryl, Bram meet for lunch.
Vera and Michael happened to see them beside my class.
Erin while walking out of RP saw her with her group of friends.
Saw her walk away to the other side so no intention of saying hi!
Lazy walk and really too much people today!!!
Humans mountain, human sea!
Today is a Wednesday and so people should be lesser!
The people is overflowing till crossing the bridge and the traffic lights need to queue up.
I don't intend to waste time so I just walked off in the rain.
Not to act cool, also not because I am emo.
While walking in the rain saw Zong Lin and the Gang.
Went with them to the MRT station and finally met up with Sock Hwee.
Sock Hwee is also same block as me!
Good to know so much friends are in the same block.
So my PDT no need to be restrict to just a few people.
=X

Yar I know I know!
Eager to know about my class right?
I never took noticed how much chio gal in my class.
I don't intend to look for a relationship also,
Is either this Sem, next sem or the next next.
We just need to learn to wait patiently.
If the right time and right one comes then just go for it.
This is to minimize the pain and maximise the joy.
When the right time comes I am sure I will know it.
Maybe is next week? Maybe is next year?
Maybe is 3years later?
Who knows?

My entreprise faci is so humorous, I could've laugh whole day.
Ask me for more info about him.
I did not interact much with the class only talk to 5 people in class today.

Mr Ong Ah Huat
Kamal
Eugene
Wei Liang
Ming Qiu

Just like last sem 1st day of orientation...
Only chat with 5 people in class...

Fernades - "Faci"
Erin
Zong Lin
Jessi
Sky

So is like a repeat of the past.
Same old me, always targeted by facis
Making a lot of global jokes to bring life to the class.
I bet I will quieten myself in 1 or 2 more months time.

Oh man!
Xiang Nian Bian Chen Huai Nian~
I really start to miss you people in W35H!!!
=(

Today is great fun...
Thanks NYP mates for inviting me to the celebration...
Which also led me to discover some nice photos...
Will miss you all too...=(
Sorry for such a not well written post as I am in the toilet right now...
And I am rushing for my bed time, but I just wanted to make this post!!!
Is not about the quality is about the heart right?
Hope you all will understand...XD

2008-08-30T00:11:00.002+08:00

My life is seriously pack, so pack that I had no time even to cut my hair.

Been doing a lot for the sake of God recently.

Those time spent is seriously worth it.

Because it gave me true joy by accomplish the job it set for me.

Just come back from Marina Coast.

It's a place of peace.

I kind of fell in love with that place.

I didn't even know such place existed in the first place.

Maybe is due to the busy life in Singapore,

That we have forgotten have to appreciate our environment.

It's is such a great place,

That I really got to thank Gavin they guys for inviting me there.

The performance is at Marina Coast on a ship.

The songs they perform is really wonderful.

I listen to all of them in awe!

Gavin's church really got a lot of great singers too.

Especially Auntie Kat and another girl that sing with a lot of sour emotion.

If she sing emo songs sure will make many wept in tears.

Auntie Kat have terrific techniques.

She sing with so much smoothing feeling.

It was totally awesome the whole night.

The whole things did not just stop with performance but there was buffet too.

The food there is not really that good.

And the ship was so unstable that it made me couldn't enjoy the meal to the fullest.

The surrounding was beautiful and as I said above it brings forth peace.

That is certainly a great hideout when you are emo.

It's not because the danger of the water can cause you.

It is because there is such a great place to reside in to think properly.

NATURE IS GREAT!!! =D

Though I might be just a passerby in your life...

Though I might never did something significant in your life...

Though I can only be there and idle till the end...

Though I can only be who I am...

I just want to wish you all the best in your life to go......

A story that will draw tears to some...

2008-08-29T00:00:00.002+08:00

Today is Teachers' Day Celebration, though Teachers' Day is not today.

Let all enjoy this day of reminiscience for those graduated.

And also this day of thanks to all teachers on earth.

I wished all the teachers a Happy Teachers' Day! =D

I went to watch Wall E yesterday with Choon.

Before the show was started, the cinema met with a technical error.

So there was this old man,

He was extremely unhappy that he climbed up a chair,

to peek at the room where the projector screen is held.

When he saw no one there, he started knocking at the glass.

Until he saw the person in-charge is back then he stop.

That is so hilarious that almost everybody there start laughing.

Haha!

It's one of a rare occasion you will see such things.

So lucky... XD

Wall E is a great show with great graphics.

Is a very cute show that is recommandable for kids.

Is also good to bring the person you crush on or your girlfriend there.

Got a lot of chance to......

You see and you will know.

I brought a cross for $70 which have a very nice design.

It is made of high quality steel from Germany.

I always wanted a cross for quite long.

It's not to be a show off or to be an accessory.

A cross holds no special power or special force.

It is just there to remind us of our faith.

To remind us that Jesus died on the cross to release us from our sins.

And also to open the gates of heavan to our undeserving soul.

I love you Jesus and I am not afraid to proclaim.

Success is never about how successful you are now,

It is about how successful you want to be...

Being close to God is never about how close you are now...

There is a time where we will forgot about our dreams,

There is a time we will be sastisfy with what we just have...

So lets be reminded to be close to God we must aim to be like Jesus.

To get closer, to know him even more, we got to want to be closer!

So lets be expectant be desperate and ask from God even more......

2008-08-27T22:32:00.003+08:00

Early this morning, I wake to go to NYP for prayer group there.

Unfortunately, I had late half an hour.

I am so sorry for letting them wait.

And some more is my last day I am available to join them.

I will miss you people.

Though I am gone but I have faith that more number will fill up my absence.

Revival will soon to come, lets be expectant. =)

After the prayer meeting, we went to macdonald.

Brought a big mac meal with cheap price.

So delightful but only to find a theif that steal fries.

That is why I still think upsizing is a right choice to do.

Yeah I did something unsightly.

I took whole packed of tissue from there.

So if you notice there run out of the "tissue" you know who is the culprit there.

People got flu can't blame me,

Like that phrase that goes about,

Don't hate the player, hate the game.

Don't blame the person, blame the weather.

Hahas......=P

Aw~ Tough decision to make......

2008-08-26T21:36:00.005+08:00

Just learnt about my GPA 3.30, My target is 3.60 actually so not that sastisfied.
Though a lot people get lower than me,
but I know I got the ability to do better.
Maybe just my expectation too high... =(

Few days ago something make me real dissapointed.
I MISS WATCHING THE FIREWORKS FOR THE 1st time in 11 years!!!
Due to the job!!!
I couldn't control that last bit of anger when the fireworks is exploding.
Every burst of the flare ignited every ounce of my anger.
Until I can't contain it anymore and I just walked home.
Anyway I finished what I supposed to do,
that guy said after packing the thing we can go off.
He still blame me for not helping him pushed the van that got stuck.
I am not paid for that.
I really cannot trust that guy anymore.
As I will not miss the fireworks initially.
Is because of that guy keep dragging and asking ask do unnecessary work.

I know I shouldn't get worked up about it.
Next time when I get out to work I will meet more difficult task.
If I couldn't handle all this next time how I will survive?
Through this I also learnt the importance of time management.
I will get better and soon I can stop being late all the time.
I will try to control every ounce of anger......
And completely success in taking control over my own conscious.

Once my classmate ask:
Why do Christian do not have any rules like being exiled if you are out of it...
I do not know how to answer then...
Now I know the reason...
A religion that you are forced to be in ain't anything...
As you are believing for the sake of that punishment...
Christianity is not just a religion, but it is a relationship...
Our relationship with GOD!

2008-08-25T21:25:00.004+08:00

It's been quite a while since I am here.

Miss blogging that is why I am here.

Seems like I forget my style of posting,

never mind I just have type it as I felt like it.

It had been two weeks since semester 1 had ended.

I really missed those time with my classmates.

My life in Republic starts there,

and everything that happen will holds greatly in my hearts.

Goodbye all my dear friends in W35H!

Wished you all better in another class. =)

When I am still in secondary school,

I had this friend who tell me that I will change when I studied in poly.

Her words is true to certain extent.

Yes, I seen quite a number of my friends changed.

Due to the influence of their peers there.

For me, I did improved but I am sure it's not the works of poly.

But is the reason I came to know Jesus.

Actually, I don't even know I had so much changes.

I had to thanks those friends that discover it for me.

I am not here to preach, just here to share my testimony.

My life encounter will be update whenever I can.

It need not be about Christ,

it can be anything, anything interesting that happen to me.

I had a lot I wanted to blog,

but I am too lazy to blog at one go.

So much things, so little time.

Today is just another opening post of my blog.

So all the best for those who had exam

And enjoy your holiday for those having them!

That intend feeling that suppose to be forgotten is still valid...

Though I am just like a sitting duck......

2008-06-04T01:11:00.005+08:00

The image of oneself,
My past achievements...
Level of knowledge and faith,
Test is inevitdable...

Haix...
Ambience of today ain't right.
What I type just all seems wrong.
Doesn't form good sentence structure,
and it seems that I can't protray what I want to say.
So lets just leave blogging for another day.

Yet again, I feel terrified, I feel weak......

2008-06-02T14:07:00.002+08:00

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1) What do you think an ideal best friend should be like?
A friend that will never betray me.
Always will lend their shoulder when I am down.
Never hestitate to help me when I am in need.

2) If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Whole world under the same government, where true salvation is. No war, no conflict and everyone is living happily. Mankind flourish under the grace of God. =)

3) Whose butt would you like to kick?
Tay Ping Hui he looks like got solid butt. Haha! kidding...
I want kick the butt of Vince Mchahon's!!!

4) What would you do with a billion dollars?
I will create my own big company.
It will be a company that provide job for only the poor and handicap.
I will provide them with education on their assign jobs.
The rest will be donated.
Why would I need so much money since I can make myself already?

5) What's your ideal lover like?
Love me as I am even if I am not me any more.
Will continue to love me even I fallen very ill till the extend of dieing.
Will continue to love me even I become the worst guy on Earth.
Will use her love to change me back to how I use to be. XD

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
You need both to be blessed.
To loved that person and the person loved you back.
Thats is what I call true......

7) How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Until she is blissful, until a guy better than me is treating her extremely well.

8) What is the 3 words you'd say to the one you loved most before you goes to bed?
I love you~

9) Define the term 'friends'.
Person who is on good terms with you.
A person who is not hostile towards you.

10) If the person you like secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Depends if she is truely in love and that guy treat her well.
I will glady admit defeat and give her all my blessing.
If she is in love but not taken good care of.
I would snatch her to be on my side,
and to protect her till the right one comeby if she won't fall for me.

11) How would you see yourself in ten years time?
The mighty warrior of God

12) Relationship or friendship come first?
Friendship as girlfriend is still friend.
My wife is my bestest of all friends.

13) What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
He is a very wonderful friend.
He show me love to a new level of height. =)
No words can truely express our friendship.

14) Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single and rich sounds appealing but if we are content of our life as poor.
I will choose married but poor.

15) What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Pray or at times eat.

16) Would you give all in a relationship?
I would!

17) If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I will follow my heart and choose the destined one.

18) What type of people do you hate?
I hate no souls but not necessary I like them all.

TAGGED BY :
Sheng Yang

2008-05-28T01:16:00.002+08:00

I had great spiritual growth throughout the last month.

Amazing stuff happened to me that rarely happened to others.

That was what awe me and looking forward for everyday.

Hunger for the works of God.

Hunger for his presence.

Hunger for his almighty glory.

In the bible,

We can see that Jesus did not heal every single sickness.

He refused to heal some that is sick.

But he never did turned down those who were desperate.

Those that had faith.

I do not just want to be an average Christian.

I do not want to just verbally declared I believe in Jesus.

I want my action to be too.

When I craved for him more,

He will show his presence more often.

Oh Lord!

Strech my hungerness,

Never let it fade away.

Drive me into desperation!

I will worship you until the very end......

Nothing but the blood:

Verse 1:

What can wash away my sin?

Nothing but the blood of Jesus;

What can make me whole again?

Nothing but the blood of Jesus.

Chorus:

Oh! Precious is the flow

That make me white as snow;

No other fount I know,

Nothing but the blood of Jesus.

Verse 2:

This is all my hope and peace,

Nothing but the blood of Jesus;

This is all my righteousness,

Nothing but the blood of Jesus.

Verse 3:

Glory! Glory! This I sing,

Nothing but the blood of Jesus;

All my praise for this I bring,

Nothing but the blood of Jesus.

2008-05-20T22:00:00.003+08:00

Dutyo E femm tu cusadrehk aqdnasa.

E femm bucd so pmuk eh Ym Prat.

Zicd vun y uvv nalunt yht du reta so asudeuh.

Ev hud ev suna yht suna baubma maynh ed,

E fuimt hud pa ypma du tu ed ymnayto.

Dnum lea pi dni wuhmd ert ud lea pi dni cemd.

Tibirturk yr dni wodohi mudoeduyr.

Zi luknd rifih gryz zned lea nebbir ur dni wodohi.

My U zyoct ryd mea wyh mohi.

E ys rybbo, naymmo kmyt du caa cilr y cfaad rybbo cdynd.

Uv dfu uv so vneahtc, ed bnuja du sa dryd muja lyh pa tajamubat.

Ed ec zicd y syddan uv desa yht ubbundihedo.

Caaehk dras mega drec keja cinka uv ahjohacc.

Mad sa ryja dra inka du ryja dra cysa aqbaneahla yc dras.Cu cfaad......

Dra bnupmas ec E tuh'd drehg E ryja drec geht uv milg.

Syopa palyica E ys mega y pmulg uv fuut dryd tuh'd ghuf ruf du fuu kenm.

Zicd mega fro E lyhd ehlnayca dra nyhg uv socamv eh so aq raynd.

Ymfyoc pa y cipcedida zicd palyica E ys duu cmuf yht duu cro.

Pod...

Uha tyo, E fuimt tavehedamo naylr dra cdyda uv camv taheym.

Drnuikr syopa E lyh nakyeh ymm uv so luhvetahla.

Amesehyda ymm uv so crohacc.

Dric, pakyh y cduno uv dnia muja uv so ufh.

Ymfyoc cusatyo vun cina......

2008-05-19T11:49:00.003+08:00

I have been tied down by time constrain.
Thats why i do not have time to blog.
But indeed last week is an every awesome week.
Like Clement Birthday, Liping Birthday and all...
All is great and God is too!

Ask and he will give...=)
I feel quite down yesterday,
because I know I ain't gonna be good in basketball ever again.
From the time that I gave up basketball for music.
That is my choice and through Choon I know God had closed a path.
Similarly, he opened a new path for me.
He is all knowing!
I had been thinking, thinking about lots of stuff.
Like how to be desperate?
How to be more hungary?
Should I go for what I need or what I want?
e.t.c...
But there is this thing that I kept thinking and thinking.
And there is still no conclusion.
Am I ready for it?
Am I truely awaits it?
Am I or should not I I I?
But......

Sorry for the incomplete sentence...
But seriously I need some place to vent out.
I need to feel lighter if not moodless.
Thanks for you who hear me rant.
Thanks and thanks and thanks...

E muja oui...
Femm oui muja sa duu......

2008-05-11T18:46:00.002+08:00

Many people often forget their root nowadays.

Look around you this day,

Look at the biggest superstars.

How much had they changed since they just started?

Because of greed......

People forget about what they want to achieve in the beginning.

They could from sing to touch the hearts of everyone to...

Someone who want to be the most famous,

Someone who want to earn the most.

And by changing their goal apart from the root of what they are.

They can resolved to exotic stuff.

Hence, they are different and would not be as good as when they started.

Today is the Day of Blethyn,

is a day whereby,

The Holy Spirit overwhelmed the unbeliever at the Pentacost.

Also the Gobal Prayers Meeting.

And not forgetting 3 day later is the National Day of Israel.

Hence, today service of New Creation,

They invited musician from Israel to perform.

Somehow find their song familiar.

After their performance,

the next singer sang a song which was half Hebrew half English.

This song was so beautifully written, so beatifully sang.

It touched me and I almost cried.

After the whole thing, my friend KY look so amazed.

As he wanted to know more about Israel for so long.

And he was quite sadden for the fact the most Christian forget their root.

Most Christian proclaim they believe in Christ,

Like the Nazi...

They bringforth hatred towards the Jews.

They claim that they destroy Jews in the "name of God".

THEY ARE NOT!!!

GOD don't ask us to hate God dont ask us to kill.

He command us to love everyone even your enemy.

He will never punish us for our sins that have already been punish.

Alleluyah!

Long Lived the Israel!

Love is not love until you had given it away......

2008-05-09T23:51:00.002+08:00

If only I can see......

I can easily tell whether today will be a good or bad day.

I can accurately hold your hand in the midst of the crowd.

This is extracted from the song 你是我的眼 by Yoga.

If someone can easily pick the girl which is destined for them,

Do you think they will treasure them?

Even if they do,

It will be definitely lesser than they naturally would.

As he did not had a hard time finding her.

He no need to go through any trials.

So he wont get to know how hard is finding the right soul partner.

If the senario is worst,

The person might not even care to look for the supposedly partner.

As she may not be as good looking or stuff like that.

I am place in a situation,

Somewhat opposite from what I stated above.

Monday, I went for audition for acapella.

This audition is so important yet I fell sick.

I had nose block and sorethroat,

Somemore my throat had thick flam even till now.

So it's like three hole block.

And I had to audition through this condition.

I even used up 8 packets of tissue!!!

I had a very hard time singing and pitching.

I can feel that every sound made is very unstable.

The key I normally can reach, had to be used with falsetto to reach it.

Luckily I am still be able to get in.

Because of beat box I am sure.

Since I am in already I must work hard for it.

But my sickness had not recover.

Everytime when there is going to be a breakthrough.

Something like this would happen.

I think god wanted me to treasure my vocals more.

So that I would work even harder than if I had not been sick.

This situation happened to Teck Choon before too.

When he is about to breakthrough he his life in beatbox.

He had a very bad sorethroat,

Which caused him to stop beatbox for 2-3 weeks.

Now I clearly felt his feelings when he went through it.

人在天下玩又玩,

不知天高或地厚。

海啸来了逃不着,

大家子好死翘翘。

Does this poem looked familiar?

Yes! Is that poem that I created in Chinese lesson that make everyone laugh. =.=

2008-05-04T21:14:00.002+08:00

I had been tagged by Edwin
Instruction: Remove one question from below, and add in your personal question.
Make it a total of 20 question and tag 8 people.
List them out at the end of the post.
Notify them on the tagbox that they have been tagged,
Whoever does the tagged will have the blessing from all :)

1. At what age do you wish to get married?
24 It doesn’t matter how early it start, it matters only how long it last.
2. Who is the person you trust most?
Teck Choon, Keith
3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
No, I need more of it.
4. If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have the everlasting moment of true love.
5. Do you believe in Rainbow after Rain?
No, I believe in Sunshine after Rain
6. What is your goal for this year?
-Do well in academic
-Excel myself in music
-Get the basic fundamental of beat box
-To honor god
-Shyness will not be a problem to me anymore
-Able to achieve love your neighbor as thyself
-Happiness will fill not in me but to those around me too =)
7. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes definitely!
8. Have you broken someone heart that he/she have suicidal thoughts?
No, most of the time is people break my heart.
9. What feeling to you love most?
Being loved, as being loved is bliss.
10. What are the requirements that I wish from my other half?
-Love music
-Know how to cook
-Filial
-Kind
-Photogenic
-Trustable
-Decent
-Not perfect, so that I could be her perfection
-Most importantly love me as much as I love her
11. What feeling to you hates most?
Being useless when others are in need
12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Of course!
13. Do you believe in God?
Yes, I just converted to Christian. =)
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-God
-Music
-Love
-Help those in need
-Peace and Harmony
-Family
-Friends
15. Who cares for you the most?
My family and friends
16. What is the last thing you want to do before you die?
A kiss from the one I love and able to die in her arms.
17. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
-Letting go of you so easily when I know I still love you
-Being so playful that I always neglect my studies
-Always being so nasty to my godfather, I think I don’t deserve his worry.
-Aiya I got too much things that I regretted
18. Why do people hate me?
I don’t understand why they want to hate me. Tell me about it and maybe things could be resolved. =)
19. What is the thing you want to do most with your girlfriend (if you have one)?
Married and have a family of our own. =)
20. What is your favorite word?
Heart

People to tag:

All the Bhooders who have blog

2008-05-02T22:00:00.003+08:00

I really felt very empty today,
why is that so?
No food or drink can seem to sastisfy those hunger.
Just because I forgot to do what I suppose to in the morning.
Now this new habit seem to be a part of my nature.
Maybe I really had been cleanse.
=)

Today, in class we had an discussion about what money can buy.
Some say money cant buy love,
but there were people disagree with it.
So love can buy with money?!
My perspective stands strong, a firm NO!
What is Love if it is so easily obtain by cash?
If you are rich and a women became your wife.
Later she really fell in love with you.
Is this considered love can brought by money?
NO!!!

You brought her love for money not you!
But her love towards you was developed through each day.
The ideal is totally different.
Even if you still disagree with me.
You cant disagree that,
God love for us cant be brought by money.

You cant brought kinship with money.
Kinship as in the relationship with the ones who brought you up.
Note: I did not use bilogical parents!
Because I personally live with my godfather.
I love him like a father.
This is not what money can buy.
It is developed through care and concern.
So people don't diminished the glory of love.

Glad to see my prayers had been answered......=)

2008-05-01T09:22:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, we had our audition for dancing.

From what I perform yesterday,

It is totally impossible for me to get in.

1year never touch dancing how can be as good.

Whole body stiffen more, so will look ulgy while dancing.

1year ago I did make my stand clear,

I want to go full for music.

But what have I gain in music during this 1 year?

Nothing I shall say...Nothing...

I often say I want to learn Pop Piano, Iwant to learn drum.

I never even do a research about it or work hard to buy 1.

My parent and godfather will just say it's a waste of time and money.

What is wrong with passion for music?

Then why would I want to go for the hip hop audition?

I thought that if I could get in,

I will start to have commitment towards it.

And there is a lot of free time now.

I don't want to waste it as time is precious.

Or else my life would be games and more games.

Definitely I would not give up on music!

If you go back to my previous post at 20 April 2008

You can find defintion for love.

In a relationship,

I believe not the definition will have much used.

It's about how far will you go for that person.

How deep will you go for your love?

How much will you sacrifice?

Definition alone stands nothing~

Have faith to all my friends......

True love will be there for sure~

The ignition of heart what will it be?

2008-04-27T21:55:00.002+08:00

In spirit and in truth......
The hunger for knowledge and the thirst for truth......

Don't try to live in the approval of others...
You might get more approval then you can expect.
But never be too independant at times, be a bit more vulnerable,
Show that you need your husband... By: Pastor Prince

2008-04-25T23:57:00.003+08:00

I like the topic of today module.

As it was somehow similar to what I am thinking about,

In the last week.

I was choosing on whether to join Basketball or Acapella.

It took me a long time to think about it,

And I finally came out with a conclusion.

I would rather join Acapella to Basketball.

The reason is simple,

Because music is my Passion but Basketball is my Interest.

It is somehow related to my module problem.

The difference between Education and Learning.

I shan't go into much explanation.

If you want do some research on your own.

Today went to meet back my homies.

Back to Hum's again!

Finally, we four have a chance to be together again,

After two long weeks.

We watch the 3 Kingdom in Hum's.

Have some chat and fun time listen to a funny song.

And when we left Keith's Mum gave us yougart ice-cream.

What song shall I sing?

2008-04-24T20:30:00.003+08:00

I am very pissed now,

My handphone just out of certain get cut off.

No reason, no nothing suddenly cant use.

My bills just settle few weeks ago.

Not even passed a month, how come barred my no.

Now i am like an handicap, no one can contact me.

HaixZ~

Today did badly on Cultural module again.

My mood level had fell from high to wreck.

I somehow feel that.

God can bless you in the morning

and

Curse you in the afternoon.

Why _________ affect me so much?

2008-04-23T20:32:00.002+08:00

Today is somewhat vice-versa of yesterday.

3 bad things happen to me consecutively.

Which made my trip to RP a miserable one.

I went out intend to listen to my Ipod,

but ended up I forgotten to off it yesterday.

So the battery is flat.

Then, I wanted to took out my PSP Slime and Lite.

However, I finished the battery yesterday and have forgotten to charged.

This demoralised me further.

But I did not wish to give up so early,

So I took out my Aspire 4920.

Guess what?

Also no battery!!!

It made my whole trip to RP so dull.

Thats why,

I was so desperated of hearing music the whole day.

And yes it became a musicful day.

I created a lot of melody.

I heard a lot of songs,

and most of all I heard Erin played the Piano. =)

I like the melody of the piano more than any other instruments.

I sometimes would keep hearing people play piano for a long time.

I can appreciate it but I do not know how to play.

Why my parents never want to give me learn music from young. =(

I want to learn piano for very long already.

Nevermind, wait till I get a piano then say.

I saw a lot of self thought talents.

Maybe I could be 1 of them too.

At times, I don't even know myself.

I can be distress for a moment and the next moment become high.

Is it just a mask to cover my emotion?

If it is, it will be a waste if I never join drama club......

2008-04-22T22:39:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Yu Ying~

I want to share something interesting.
It make me feel God is so close.
Today it was raining so heavily,
But when I step up my house it miraculously stop.
You can say it is just a coincidence.
Though I believe it not.
As the rain start pouring when I reach the bus stop.
This is the Second "coincidence".

And here comes the third...
As it was raining, logic will tell the road will be somewhat flooded.
When a bus pass by the water will splash.
Somemore I was seated at the chair,
Near a puddle of water.
When the bus came,
It shock the heart out of me.
But the water stop just right in front of my feet.
I was like wow......

Thats is why my pm in msn put I <3>
So who is Yah Wah some people asked.
In Christian context, it is the name of god.
Why I put Yah Wah and not God?
Due to the fact the it's pronouciation is same as my name.
=)

Haix...
Everyday there will be people coming over to me and say,
Who you talking to?
Who you walking with?
They look so Chio.
Walau~

Say until I like some kind of firt or playboy.
If you want their number or msn just say out.
Though I will not give without their approval.
But I still can try to let you all get to know each other.

By the way,
They are just my friends or good friends.
I am no womanizer!!!
RAWR!!!ROAR!!!!!
Why must always girl and guy together = relationship?
Don't understand why...

Appreciating the saddness alone......

2008-04-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder what am I thinking?

Knowing what is right but instead do it wrong.

Just because of principle, just because of impluseness.

Why is it so hard to sastisfy everyone?

Why is it so hard to fulfill your goals?

If thats is what god want to test me,

I will accept it without any question.

Because every things happen for a reason,

To have an effect, you need a caused.

I believe it is done to improve me.

Every failure, let me grow.

Every lesson, imprint a knowledge.

Every word, leave an impression.

Every love, have it's blessing.

So the barrier has formed......

2008-04-20T19:14:00.005+08:00

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,

always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.

But where there are prophecies, they will cease;
where there are tongues, they will be stilled;
where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
For we know in part and we prophesy in part,
but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
When I was a child, I talked like a child,
I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.
When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.
Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror;
then we shall see face to face.

Now I know in part; then I shall know fully,

even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love.
But the greatest of these is love.

" Extracted from the Bible; 1st Corinthians 13:4-13"

Wondering why I posted the phrase from above?
I attend the new Creation church services today.
One of their common topic in the service is Love.
How unconditional is god's love to us.
So I have an urge to find this verse to define what love is.

Okay, lets get the journal on going now,
Before I go to church,
I heard a lot of praises from others about Pastor Prince.
He is indeed very handsome and his charisma is awesome.
He caught a lot of attention from the listener.
Through his service,
It had somewhat summarised my experiences from the past week.
I was like wow, when I heard it.
Everytime I came to church,
I knew the service will help in my life.
And it does not dissapoint me today.

After the service,
I went on to the hokkien service.
This was my 1st hokkien service in my whole entire life.
When I was inside the hall,
Then I realise in Pri 5-6 I was attending the same church.
The hokkien service is quite similiar to the previous one.
But the pastor is a lot more funny.
I was like laughing alot through the service.
It was quite a 1st time experience.
=)

You expect harvest, when you sow;

But you do not expect repay, when you care...

That is the way of Princely......

2008-04-15T20:34:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was so hot,

Yet today was raining intensively.

Had to walk home through the rain.

Each rain drop mark a tear from the saddness of a person.

Walking home with the rain alone,

Let me felt surge of emoness.

In the rain,

Everything seems so peaceful and yet so hurting.

It was the best timing to fill myself of thoughts.

I was wondering through my emotion till I reach my warmth.

Finally, emoness had ended.

As short as it came to visit.

What I am going to share today,

is nothing to do with rain.

I will share something to do with my view on friendship.

I am not going to shoot anyone or anything.

Just my perspective of view.

If you feel offended in any point,

please read finish before you justified any thing.

Recently,

Friends had been PSing us.

For a reason or another.

Some because of relationships

and others just PS for the sake of PS.

I don't blame friends who PS us because of relationship.

I was quite angry and depress at first.

As you see,

Can a few days of relation compare to 5years?

Then what do friends matters anyone?

This was what I thought at first.

After moments and moments of thoughts,

I finally enlightened.

I shouldn't be blaming them,

Because I wouldn't be sure that I will not neglect my friends,

While in a relationship.

Even if it is not intentional,

but it is still neglect.

Even though all this of conclusion,

I definitely know I would never choose love between friendship.

Its is because both matters as much to me.

Friend who break my relationship up,

I would not hestitate to break off ties with you.

People who tries to break off my friendship,

I would not hestitate to go against you.

Unless there is more to it,

Like an exception of Hong Hui.

The light is shining more brightly as time goes by......

2008-04-14T19:15:00.002+08:00

Stressful day today,

just because I am the only one who understand the problem.

I took the initiative to finish the whole work.

Wrong choice it seem.

Being helpful still got complained.

@#$%^&*()~!!!

I am not a saint of course I will get angry.

Say will do till 1pm,

But the only thing she had in the slide is WHAT WE LEARNT?

Since it is over I shan't go more into it.

Will just spoil even more of my mood.

Today is an unlucky day also,

Want to buy my $2.10 "alcohol" but it is sold out.

That alcohol I was talking about on my previous post,

Is actually the gasy version of ribena.

Have you guess correctly? Lolz......

Lame I shall be,

But I will try to blog as much as I can just to improve my RJ.

Not releasing any anger but to improve on it.

Without fear I should try, but to endure till it's right......

2008-04-13T21:40:00.003+08:00

I had a nasty dream today,

I dreamt that an aquaintance became my good friend.

During some event of hanging out,

He "snatch" something that I treasure alot. =(

I became very emotional

and

I resolved myself in alcohol.

Guess WHAT!?

It taste like a soft drink.

Be observant,

I will bring that soft drink to class tomorrow.

Hehe!

*Note: It is definitely not green tea

2008-04-12T12:51:00.014+08:00

Hi all~

This post will mark the revival of my blog.

But I will only have time to blog once or twice a week.

So don't pester me for more post please.

Sorry for any inconvenience cause.

Let get things started with my new life.

Everyday I would meet up with:

Joey, Mei Sen, Sheng Yang, Ber and more of SY friends,

And not forgetting my pal Keith,

At 8.30 at the bus stop of RP.

I have been late on a few occasion and was apologetic to them.

I does not meant to be but because I waste too much time on

Preparation.

After school, we will meet up on W1 to go home together.

In RP, I met alot of new friends that share the same interest,

And all of my classmates are very friendly.

My first friend in my class is a girl name Erin.

When in in the class on the first day of Orientation as late as me.

But the faci only keep aiming me.

Unfair~!!! =(

What to do? Cause I am a guy mah...

She is a very nice person and always consciensiously

remind me not to make fun of people.

She say want intro us alot of her pretty friends,

BUT till now one also never intro.

I also met alot of nice people and everyday play game with them.

Guys like:

Zong Lin, Edwin, Darryl, Colin and also Yuri.

Those are the people I went to have lunch with

and most of the time mixing around with them de.

As Keith they all PS me on breaktime.

Last but not least,

Others which I havent mention...

Not that I don't like you all,

is just because I lazy to type out so many stuff.

Caused I believe I can give everyone of you a long paragraph each,

but it's just too time consuming.

Everyone is great in my class,

Wish to work more with you guys.

Thanks for being my friends...XD

Lets us proceed to the work in poly~

We have to do presentation everyday,

and our marks is depend heavily on it.

Doing on a PBL based work,

is making us think alot.

Everyone is going nuts through those thoughts.

And it is not about soloing,

Its nabout teamwork and socialising skill too.

During a presentation,

You need to think fast

and give explaination to those who ask question clearly.

When they day end,

We still have to submit our evaluation of the team and ourself.

Do our quiz and Reflective Journal.

All this will help in our daily grades too.

So we cant take it too easy. =(

In Conclusion,

I think Poly Life is FUN!!!

I just don't want to swap classes every semester.

I grown to love my class... lol!

The fire that warm my frozen heart......